just sit back and hold on but hold on tight.

I'm keeping myself happy by thinking happy thoughts.

Like...

Getting A for chem test 2 times in a row:D Organic chem is my new love. Aiming to make it 3 times in the next test on week 4

Ice cream dates at the new cafe in NY once a week after sch. I think we'll be spamming the ice cream a lot. confirm will more than once a week.

Staying back to eat cup noodles together and crapping about stuff and listening to Yanjun's description of people.

Having bread to bring to school everyday thanks to Dad.

And by eliminating the negative thoughts like the physics test.

I'll work harder I swear.

Pizza hut on thurs:D

I want to watch how to train your dragon and Alice in wonderland. Yes i know im slow. and Clash of the titans is coming out soon. thursday actually. Meeting the BB primers and GB side to watch it tgt. The yatchai spirit:D

Jumping rooftops @ 10:01 PM

I found a new meaning and the meaning is you:D

I'm just messing around. there's no "you" currently.

Studying rocks ttm:D

Enrollment is over with a loud BANG!! Luckily all went well on the day although there's this instant where I almost fall in the chapel. Damn. But all else was fine and fun:D I would totally do it again if given a choice:D

PD is getting really interesting now:D

NAPFA is OVER!!!!!! Hurray. I never have to run 2.4km again!!!!!!! At least not being forced to or have to run because I need to.

But i think i'm neglecting some people in my life. which is not good at all.

I kind of like and dislike the situation now. :S

bye for now:D i'll be back soon:D

Jumping rooftops @ 5:34 PM

NAPFA tmr and i'm still awake here.
Well done:D

so bye:D

oh and im the only one in class who failed physics test.
GG and FML ttm.

What a "nice" weekend ahead of me.

Jumping rooftops @ 12:10 AM

Just here to say that I'm still alive and kicking:)

Mum's been away for 2 weeks already. Time really flies pass and I'm not complaining. I miss her a lot!! 2-3 more weeks and she'll be back:D

Studying is like a roller coaster. I love to study at the cafe at bishan library:D Perhaps I should really buy the discount card they have:s But studying there is nice and productive. Wanted to go to AMK library actually but it's like so out of the place.

I think my physics has officially hit a dead end. Don't understand what the lecturer is teaching right now and the past 3-4 topics is like DEAD!!! I'm gonna bet subway cookies that i'll fail this time round. and if by some lucky miracle that I pass, which is like mission impossible, I'll treat myself to a wonderful meal or perhaps a drink or maybe a sundae.

Organic chem is working well now. I think all the drilling Ms Sim did is working. Not to brag or anything but ask me about the reactants and conditions and i can blah it out at the back of my hand. Which is a good thing because my memorizing power is like shit.

Complex numbers is alright for now but once it reached the part about the argand diagrams and relating it to vector or smth it gets really shitty.

Geog is getting more fun with globalisation. Although i think i shouldn't be too happy too soon.

I really need to work super hard on physics man. Especially if I really want to be an engineer which i'm contemplating against right now.

sidetracking from academics, GB is quite fun if i might say. Things are getting really interesting. Although I'm gonna take a break from it soon which I kinda feel sad about now that it's coming true. After PD i guess. The combined PD team is really improving a lot:D and it's really fun working with them, although i think I was quite an ass on certain occasions la. LOL.

Enrolment is this sunday which is one of the reason why I'm super worried right now. Colour bearer is not an easy thing to do man. Slow march is like my Achilles heels and slow marching down and up a slope, while holding a super heavy flag, and making sure your arm is 90 degrees is HARD ttm.

But i think life's turning pretty interesting right now. Although I still feel lost and all sometimes.

Making it a point to sleep "early" too. no point feeling like a zombie in sch right? lol.

NAPFA on saturday. The last and final one of my entire life i think. haha. But i won't miss it man:D

well, bye for now:D

Jumping rooftops @ 9:50 PM

The peace never last long. I wish i wasn't home. Anywhere would have been better. Idiot.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:06 PM

March Holidays are almost over (I don't count the weekends).

What have I been doing for the past week?
Saturday - Monday : GB Annual Training Camp
Monday (afternoon) : SL project @ Shen Hong Family Centre
Tuesday: SL Project cum NE Trip @ Marina Barrage
Wednesday: Physics Remedial ; PD training

And today is my ONLY free day of the whole holiday but no going out man. Spent the day playing catch with my assignments that are piling up real high like tower blocks. And it's raining, making me VERY gloomy.

There's PD training tomorrow in the afternoon and Saturday is gone too with enrollment parade rehearsal in the morning and PD training once again in the afternoon.

There's quite a number of tests in the coming week and I'm afraid. I think I won't do well this time round. Physics is getting much tougher, Chem is all about memorizing right now which I suck at, Math is integration and it totally sucks ttm.

I want my life back!!! But it's like so long more to go before I can say it's over. 8 months = GG-ness.

The weather is affecting my mood:(

tata. i miss my mum:(

Jumping rooftops @ 4:43 PM

I'm back from camp since yesterday actually. Feeling super tired right now.
Camp wasn't too bad actually. Perhaps it's for me only. LOL!

SL project is finally over. It's not too bad i guess. lol. had fun, playing with water, walkie talkies, cute kids, WATER.

I miss my mum. Didn't get to chat with her online just now cos was sleeping. Damn.

I'm tired but there's hmwk to be done. So much for reality.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:46 PM

I think i've realised once again who really give a shit abt me.

School today wasn't too bad. It passed rather fast. Consultation with ms yau after sch. Consultation really work wonders to a certain extent. I think i finally understand DE and complex numbers. Discussed SL with Cheryl too. I think it's finally getting done.

Went to Phs for pd. They're improving a lot!

And dear Janet walked around AMK central with me to buy SL logist. She's the best! It's like the project have nothing to do with her but she came with me. She rock! managed to buy most of the stuff:) packed them in boxes for monday and tues

SL is really killing me. On the bright side, it'll be gone soon.

gb camp tmr. And i think im dead. Lol. Gotta sleep soon. Packing last items and my bag.

and come to think of it, a the end of the day, i'm still the S.W.A.T. of the class and gb.
Not happy.

i miss my mum.

Jumping rooftops @ 2:30 AM

Dear mummy,
i miss you.
weili

Jumping rooftops @ 11:55 PM

I've pissed mum off with my tantrums.
On the day before she leaves to US for a mth.
well done weili.

crying is no use.
the only thing i'm doing right is to screw up.
i hate me.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:38 PM

I'm home right now:D
Being a good girl and doing my work.

Jumping rooftops @ 8:25 PM

Took a break tonight, so gonna regret it tmr.
But not that anyone cares anymore.

Most i know are moving on to a new phase in life. And suddenly i feel though there's a wall separating me and them. No common topics because for me is sch and the impending exams, and them is work, uni etc. Things which i don't know, don't understand and can't relate to. It sucks when people are moving on to a new phase in life while you're still stuck there. I'm not saying it's their fault or anything. It's just the feelings in me.

Conflicting schedules sucks ttm.
I'm not afraid to say i'm a selfish brat and i hate being left out. It's different when closer ones go out and have fun with other groups of friends without you as compared to your close group of friends going out to have fun without you. And when people just assume, it makes it worst. Seriously, i will put aside things to be with people i treasure but apparently that's not what others think of me.

As i've said, i'm selfish, not at all selfless as some may think.

I hate the green monster in me. If only one day the monster would just die.
don't feel like waking up tmr.
Goodnight world.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:03 PM

I need to control my emotions before i lose it all.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:37 PM

I never thought I'll say this but I'm sick and tired of eating out almost everyday.
Don't anyone cook these days?
And yes I know I'm being a bitch for complaining since I'm not the one cooking
But hello?
Hor fun and fried rice almost everyday is SHIT!
And seriously speaking,
I DON'T MIND COOKING!
Just ask me and I'll do it.
Even plain bread taste so much nicer than that I've been eating.
Or at least tell me if you're coming home late and not buying dinner back.

WTFH!!!!

Jumping rooftops @ 9:57 PM

epic moment of the day ripped from Olivia's Facebook:

Fleming's left hand rule: "do current first!" everyone raises their middle finger

Jumping rooftops @ 6:02 PM

According to the e-careers thingy,

Based on my interest and confidence in certain areas,

Occupations to Consider
Optometrists	Gastroenterologists
Dental Specialists	Infectious Disease Physicians
Pathologists	Neurologists
Surgeons	Urologists
Cardiologists	Cardiothoracic Surgeons
Dermatologists	Neurosurgeons
Radiologists	Orthopaedic Surgeon

LOL.
Cool jobs that need totally rad results.
Did i mention that I'm afraid of cadavers?
So the chances of me being all these even if I somehow managed to get imba results is close to 0.
Epic fail

Jumping rooftops @ 8:50 PM

Weili is gonna be a good girl and study her Alkenes and Arenes well so she won't kena the merry-go-round this week :D

YES!

School's FUN!

Jumping rooftops @ 5:24 PM

Recce trip to marina barrage today:D
It was quite fun and VERY HOT!
Nice view and load of kites:D

I really hope SL would be alright...

It's a new week of sch and the final week of term 1.
I'm kind of lagging behind in sch work and I really look forward to the holidays.
Provided i don't waste it.

Bye for now:D

btw, mum's going to US for a mth on thurs night.
crap.

And my temper hasn't been good these days.
I sincerely think I'm pretty screwed.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:50 PM

sports carnival
dragon boating
murderrer
3 ppl screaming gamea.k.a. bang bang game
brunch @ koufu
ice skating
arcade
just acia

it pretty much summed up my wonderful Saturday:D
Pictures when Yanru uploads it:D
Didn't fall down during skating:D
And I "saved" a random stranger from falling:D
Dragon boat was FUN!
Sitting in a circle, playing games with 0925 is even more fun.
Just acia and laughing over random things and Vichra's ice cream:D

It's something I've never experience before.
The class sprit
Not in Sec sch or even in 0811.
It's something nice:D

I'm really happy and hyper now:D

Jumping rooftops @ 10:40 PM

I'm back.
With the green monster's head.
It's gone. For now:D

Jumping rooftops @ 9:16 PM

I don't know why I'm being emo right now
I not the one getting results back today.

Perhaps that's the VERY REASON why.

Jumping rooftops @ 7:42 PM

one round around the sun before it's my turn.
provided i don't get incinerated by the sun when i get close.

"Always look on the bright side of life."
A slogan by the overly and excessively optimist.

Jumping rooftops @ 7:35 PM

A year is a long time.

Then again...

Not so long, just once around the sun.

It'll be my turn in one year time.

Jumping rooftops @ 5:57 PM

"I was never more certain of how far away I was from my goal than when I was standing right beside it."
Gattaca.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:25 PM

Loads of song stuck in my head right now.
21 guns the musical version, 99 times, Glee songs.
And yes I'm kinda stuck to Glee right now even though it's gay.

Geog test was in a way both okay yet disastrous.
Essay 2 chose 1 and both questions i know how to do part A but not part B.
And data response was GG as well
so overall.... GG

And my maths is going downhill
integration sucks ttm! I just cannot do!!

one more day to the weekend.
A level results tomorrow. Not that I'm getting anything back tomorrow
There's this strange feeling in me.
Bitter, sweet, sour and spicy.
It'll definitely be strange seeing them again.
And I cannot pon. Dang.

It'll be my turn. in one year time.
I shall wait patiently.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:21 PM

it's gonna be a fine screwed up day today (it's pass 12am)

Jumping rooftops @ 12:37 AM

all the "what if"s
they should dissapear.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:44 PM

Happiness is when your hard work paid of for once.
I got an A for Yesterday's chem test:D
Not that wonderful cos it's just scrapped through and there are many others who scored A

Happiness is when you see people you missed:D
PD training today.

Happiness is when there's music blasting in the background:D:D:D

Sadness is when you have a Geog test tomorrow
Sadness is when you have an inkling that you screwed up the maths test today
Sadness is when you realise that there's integration to be done by tmr.

Stress is my new buddy:D

Jumping rooftops @ 9:25 PM

music blasting in the background.
Where nothing other than the riffs and lyrics really matters at that instant
This is the life i want.

Jumping rooftops @ 12:46 AM

Sunset Eclipse.

A new beginning:D

Jumping rooftops @ 12:20 AM

When even studying has lost it's meaning.
It's scary.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:08 PM

I want this week to come to an end faster.
But I guess Mich and the rest will kill me for thinking like that.
After all Friday is a BIG day for them.
Mixed feelings.
Shan't dwell or talk about it anymore.

Tmr is chem test
And what am i doing here?
I don't know. Seriously.

I think I'm gg-ed before the test even started
On the bright bright side
There's no organic chem:D
Which is like my weakness

And I totally got owned by alkenes quiz. 3 marks!!
must have oral test on wed during prac:(

tata.
I shall not let chem kill me once again.

FIGHT!

Jumping rooftops @ 8:51 PM

I'm still here. Just lazy to on the com and blog.

over the 3 days,

dialogue session at NYJC
Mind Cafe with Lin, Rach, Mich and Yu Ting
GB meeting and PD training
Settled class tee (like finally)
Percy Jackson with mum and dad today.

That's all i guess.

This week is full of test.
so i may or may not be around.

Mum's gonna go to US for 1 mth on in 2 weeks time.
Sad.

ciao earthlings.

Jumping rooftops @ 12:18 AM