Yanyou, Fangjing and I are the only one left in Singapore. The rest of the clique is in Taiwan enjoying themselves while Yanyou and I are slogging our guts out at work. Well, at least when they come back will have the resources to go out. Lol. I hope.

Work again tmr. Today was TIRING! And the working hours were long. But i guess I'm not gonna continue this job for long((:

Saturday is DRILL CAMP((: Can't wait to camp in school once again. Gonna buy the tanning lotion and baby shampoo and soap tmr!! Hopefully someone remembers to buy the aloe vera gel thingy! lol.

Shopping for the stuff with yanyou after work tmr! But i seriously hate the long bus ride and train rides ): and to think Singapore is considered small such that from jurong to changi only takes at most 1 and half hours if im not wrong.

1 week plus to ANGELS AND AIRWAVES CONCERT! Seriously can't wait for it. Somehow i feel as though I'm the only one that is all geared up and excited about the concert thingy. At times I wonder if everything I've done was worth it. Sometimes keeping my mouth shut is a good thing.

Rachel says " Aiyah, you shouldn't have done that la. You would have enjoyed yourself better^^"

I miss rachel too. I wonder how she is in Nepal chasing monkeys((: Lol. just kidding. Rachel is lucky. I want to go Nepal and see monkeys or baboons too! I don't mind hiding in her luggage.

Almost all of my close friends all out of town.

Joy, Weizhou, Shirlynn and Yuting all in Taiwan (same school trip)
Rachel the King is in Nepal chasing monkeys
Soon Lichuen a.k.a. sotong is going to Taiwan also
But i guess soon it will be my turn((:

Time to go back to Melaka to visit my Grandma and Grandpa and Auntie Jeon!! And my cousins too! Hopefully can go up to USJ to visit and play with the rest((: Can't wait. Another reason I'm working hard is so that when my Cousins come to singapore, At least i have spare cash to spend and treat them((:

oh well, better sleep early. There is work tmr!! haha. Wish me luck((:

and the kazhua went to SNORE!

Jumping rooftops @ 10:22 PM

don't wanna don't wanna don't wanna.

Yanyou says "you're a bad loan shark! lend people money MUST take back one! and STOP lending people money or helping people pay! Like that cannot get back money one! you are not their ATM machine."

Guess I've been ranting alot of stuff to Yanyou recently. Perhaps it is because we are working together in a way although we get posted to different places most of the time. So when we are free, we will be calling one another to talk and pass time. Have been eating Subway with her after work too((: SUBWAY MELT AND LEMON TEA AND DOUBLE CHOCO CHIP COOKIE((: That will be our breakfast, cum lunch((:

Have to be at the place by 8am tmr and it is all the way in tampines. GG man. on the bright side, Yanyou's place is right next to mine((: so i guess we are considered working together at the same place((:

I guess i finally tick and snap after all this while. I hate the feeling of being used over and over again. Hello? Is this the way to treat someone? And please don't take it for granted that I'm always there to help solve financial problems. My dad is not a money printer nor am I. So what if my family's financial status is better? Does it means that I have to pay for stuff? F.Y.I. The money I'm using is the money i EARNED! So if you are really that hard up on cash, why not get a job? If you are really too busy to work, then why are you able to hang out with friends and all? JUST GET A FREAKING JOB! And the part that pisses me off is that, you claim that you are broke and yet you have the money to go out and play? Eat stuff that are on the expensive side? This is what people call an OXYMORON! I'm not asking you to starve. But isn't it common sense that if you owe people money, you would make saving up and returning the money a priority? Instead of spending it unnecessarily?

HATE IT!

Please don't take me for granted. Please stop treating me like an ATM. Please think about returning the money instead of always saying that you will pay me back. Actions speak louder than words. Doesn't mean I don't go hounding you for money means I don't want it back. Although I did say "nevermind, take your time" but where is your common sense? You are no taking your time, you are taking ETERNITY, FOREVER!! You never even thought about returning the money do you?

No money? Don't go out. Find a job. It's that simple.

And, why am I suddenly so caught up with money suddenly? Because i snapped!! I woke up and realised that I'm seriously the biggest IDIOT in this world. So from now on, no matter who you are, if you know that you still owe me something, please don't ask me to fork out some for you first, or lend you some, or help you pay. Because from now on, no matter who you are, close or not close, I won't lend you a single cent until you return what you borrowed. So what if you are my friend? a FRIEND won't take advantage of a friend and take it for granted.

Just to make things clear, I don't mind lending someone money or helping someone to pay. Just don't do it again and again and not even bother to return the previous one first. That is the thing that i hate.

I finally understand why loansharks act the way they do. If you know that you can't pay back the money you borrowed, why borrow in the first place? You, yourself know the consequence and yet still did it. And when trouble comes, the borrower becomes the VICTIM and the loansharks become the BULLY. Shouldn't it be the other way round?

Yanyou says "A friendship with money issues can never last."

I totally agree.

once again, I'm not targeting at a specific person. I'm actually targeting some((: So if you read this and get the same sinking sensation, butterflies in your stomach, a twinge of GUILT and the thought that " is Weili talking about me?" Then once again, i guess it is 100% refering to you. I hope the YOUs will get the hint((: although i think you all are too thick skinned to know that it might actually be you((:

oh well. at least i have true friends who don't do this to me((:

and the kazhua went to bed.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:06 PM

actually spent 1 hour to vent my feelings but i guess if i post THAT post, it will be evil. well, here is a summary((:

WEILI ISN'T FREE EVERY DAY!
WEILI IS NOT A FREAKING RICH KID WHO CAN AFFORD TO GO OUT EVERYDAY!
WEILI IS NO LONGER FINANCIALLY STABLE AND IS IN THE PROCESS OF DECLARING BANKRUPT
WEILI HATES PEOPLE WHO DON'T APPRECIATE THINGS
WEILI HATES THOSE THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND
WEILI HATES PEOPLE WHO CHANGED BUT DON'T WANT TO ADMIT IT AND BLAMES IT ON BARRIERS AND OTHERS SAYING THAT OTHERS CHANGED
WEILI HATES PEOPLE WHO HAVE A F***ING, KPKB, KNS ATTITUDE
WEILI HATES PEOPLE WHO ONLY TELL HALF THE STORY AND EXPECT WEILI TO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON.
WEILI IS NOT ABLE TO LEND ANYONE ELSE ANYMORE MONEY AS SHE HERSELF NEEDS FUNDS.
WEILI SHALL NEVER EVER VOLUNTEER TO TOP UP THE BALANCE SINCE THE RESULTS ARE NOT WORTH THE MONEY AND EFFORT.
WEILI SHALL MIND HER OWN BUSINESS AND PAY FOR HER OWN SHARE AND NOTHING MORE.
WEILI SHALL NOT COME UP WITH FREAKING IDEAS
WEILI SHALL NOT CARE WHAT OTHERS WANT OR IF THEY ARE UNHAPPY ABOUT IT


there are actually much more. but i guess that is wad is meant by a summary. I'm still kinda pissed. the feeling was bottled up ever since the past 2 mths? or maybe even longer. i'm not gonna say who i am targeting. but if after reading this you get an uncomfortable feeling in your stomach as though there are butterflies, your internal organs are sinking, your conscience is speaking to you, there is GUILT! then i guess it is 100% about you((:

to whoever it may concern:
PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND((: and make the necessary changes before i snap and hell break lose^^

and the kazhua went to sleep with a peaceful mind((:

Jumping rooftops @ 12:51 AM

WHAT I DID TODAY!!

Wake up
Brush my fangs and wash up.
Stone
Eat breakfast
Watch cartoons
Play the guitar
Lunch
Stone
Watch more cartoons
Try to find jobs online
Play Need for speed
Watch TV
Burn down the house when cooking dinner
Wash up
Stone
Eat Dinner
Watch TV
Use the com
SMS Yanyou
Trying to blog.

WHAT I'M GONNA DO LATER!!

Off the com
Play PSP
Watch some cartoons
Brush my fangs
Unset my alarm
Shoot down the light bulb
Close my eyes
SLEEP!

~~~

Job interview tmr! yeah! meeting yanyou at potong pasir at 1140am. haha. then we are gonna go together((: after that should be meeting mich, lin, rach and yuting to go watch madagascar at J8((; long time never go out together already. hopefully the interview dont take too long((:

Got another Job. SITEX PROMOTER! lol. yah. i'm kinda attracted to SITEX jobs. lol. But have to go for breifing on 25th Nov at Singapore Poly. yah i know weird eh? haha. but yanyou is gonna go with me too((: yay! haha. the glitch is that, the person never say the time for the breifing!! lol.

it's time to earn money!! and try to fill up my pockets for the coming holidays. especially when cous come down from malaysia. having spare cash will always help((: Don't have to approach parents for cash. haha((:

a long long holiday man! lol.

shall end here. there are many other things i wanna do before i sleep((:

and the kazhua went to do the things it wanted to do

Jumping rooftops @ 10:43 PM

Why won't you tell me that it's almost over
Why must this tear my head inside out

Well, for those whose antennas are short, the rumours or things u heard or guess are right((: I GOT RETAINED!! And nope I'm not kidding. I'm being damn ubberly serious and i mean everything i said. WEILI GOT RETAINED!!

It's gonna be another year of J1 for me next year and I'm no longer part of 0811. Guess I'm now considered to be officially part of 09XX. the XX is cos i dunno my class yet. Like DUH! on the bright side, school starts on 2 FEB for me. after CNY and all. On the down side, i'm gonna miss 0811 and JIPA and CPR and PROgrammes and WELCO alot.

Well i guess it is kinda expected la. And I'm not sad. On the contrary, i feel kinda relieved that i won't have to take block test on week 8 next year, or to have to continue to take chinese lit although i enjoyed the lessons learning about Li bai etc. And i'm kinda glad that i won't have to take a levels next year. getting pushed up could be my downfall in a way. cos i guess i will never get the grades i want. like 8 weeks of holidays is not enough to catch up on 1 year of work, with council planning 4 ad hocs at once? well. i think i will go crazy! haha. so one more year building my foundation is definately better.

well, one thing is for sure, i will NEVER regret retaining. i guess all i regreted is not putting in consistant effort throughout the year i guess. haha. oh well. Time can't be turned back. Everything is gonna change man! New people, new life, new school year in the surrounding that seems familiar but yet unfamiliar. Everyone's gonna move on and in a way i'm left behind.

And to top all these up, I'm SICK! like what a good time man! lol.

on a brighter note, i went for a job interview to be a promoter during SITEX and i got the job((: but i guess all that is left is if im gonna go for it. Well, still thinking.

Such a long holiday man. Longest holiday i ever had. lol. i mean it is like a 3 mth holiday for me all the way until 2 feb. wonder how to kill off the time. Guess it is work work work for me.

Yanyou called today and we talked very long! haha. about finding a job. lol. she said i was lucky that i got the SITEX job. haha. then we though of working with xueyuan to sell shoes in the meanwhile until we found another job. Reason? it is cos since there is a job waiting for us to do and we can get like 6 dollars per hour when we work, might as well work there first then when find a better job then jump. haha. in a way got money to earn first la. better than rotting at home. haha.

Well, i guess that's all. haha. as for the sentosa outing, it wasn't that fun in a way it was nice. haha. i love the drinking and singing part though. lol.

the best part, ANGELS AND AIRWAVES CONCERT! haha. yay. bought the tix already((: It's something to look forward too i guess.

oh well. that's all i guess. and i'm seriously okay.

and the kazhua went to watch shows.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:36 PM

I'm on cloud 9 today and now!

PW is officially OVER OVER OVER! haha. can finally forget about all the PI, EOM, GPP, WR, IR and OP! haha. OP was okay i guess. Mrs. Boo was smiling all the way. so it wasn't that stressed. But i guess i underperformed today. lol. oh well. it is over. and and and, i wanna kill mr kooi! the question i kena was like out of the blue? lol. oh well.

JIPA meeting wa FUN! we decided on the theme for JIPA and ORIENTATION! and guess wad. it is madagascar! from it i guess you can tell who came up with the theme. lol. yeap it is me. was like being random and then suddenly it became the theme! and JIPA meeting was damn high. managed to settle all the stuffs and proposals! yay!

and and and, i heard from chris that angels and airwaves may be coming!! like OMG! 7th Dec~ it is like finally they are coming?! finally get to see tom delonge live in concert rather than watching him on youtube! WHOO! but then again, it's may not be confirmed la. but wadeva, if they are coming, I'm gonna go watch! haha. it's time to save up some money!

YAY! ANGELS AND AIRWAVES! JANET TAN! WANNA GO WATCH? WE CAN ASK JOSHUA ALONG AND MAKE IT A BAND OUTING! 7th DEC!

TOM DELONGE! haha. but i wished that blink 182 was still around. oh well. and and and, angels and airwaves gonna record their new album in Jan! haha. YAY! 3rd album!

and and and... CLASS OUTING TMR!! 0811 escapt to SENTOSA! whoo! haha. shall end here!

Weili is HAPPY!

and the kazhua went to smile!

Jumping rooftops @ 11:18 PM

It's OP tmr!

AHHHHH! i'm starting to feel the anxiety within me :o

my script is all around my head, the words are jumbled up :x

can't really memorise the script :s

i seriously need loads of luck :)

Wish me luck! ^^

i need tonnes of it :D

NY056 JIAYOU!

and the kazhua went to sleep.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:58 PM

BOO!

today was okay i guess, went to school for some stuff in the morning((: it was fun in a way! haha. then after that went down for GB. missed the netball match man. haha. by the time i reached there was some badgework if i'm not wrong and then was devotion. Kinda fun la. haha. after that went out to makan with Bernice and Laura! went to northpoint. it kinda look like Novena square now. dunno why. perhaps it looks square. but the thing was that like only a few shops are already open so yah. we ended up eating at KFC! lol. although i told myself that i don't wanna eat fastfood this week! haha. oh well. not as if i'm going on a diet so i guess there is no harm done! haha.

came home and READ some books! YES! weili is reading! haha. i wanna buy twilight! erms. back to topic. but i fell asleep la. woke up around 7pm already. haha. and YEAH! all the finalised proposals are in! erms. yah.

enough of my ranting man! haha. here are some DRAWINGS that yanyou and john and I did during PW OP DRY RUN! yeah man. haha. this was what we were doing with shilin's tablet pc during the dry run. not that the other groups presentation was boring la. but we were entertaining ourselves((: so here they are! enjoy man!



all the animals were drawn by ME! yes ME! with the exception of the spoted dog. it was drawn by JOHN! yanyou said my DOG had mickey mouse's head! haha. no la. mickey don't look like that! haha. my drawings are nice. i guess it reflects my mentality! haha. no laughing at me!


yeah. I'm a pig! haha. jkjk. Weili is a sting ray. not a pig. perhaps a kazhua too but confirm plus chop not a pig. haha. yanyou drew the pig. but i think the pig i drew above was MUCH nicer than her's. lol. oh well! the whole thing was done by yanyou! haha.



THIS is done by ME!! haha. guess ther person in it man. haha. it is NOT me. although some said it looks like me. but why the hell would i draw myself man? haha. let me give u all some clues.
1. She is VIOLENT!
2. She is VULGAR (except for 1 day when me and shirlynn bet with her that if she don't say vulgarities then we treat her. that was one fine day without all the !@#$!@#$)
3. She is in 0811
haha. managed to guess it yet? haha.actually no need clues u all also can guess one la! haha.


this was done by yanyou!! i only added the 3 strands of hair and i think the tree too! haha. it was done when shirlynn they all were presenting! ahha. we actually drew their whole team. but i think it was erased or smth. sadded. it was nice. Ignore the suicide part. haha.



yanyou's dog. wondering why are there so many Dogs around? cos we were having a draw the dog competition. ahha. so yah. each of us drew a dog. i guess john won? haha. and the red thingy at the side, guess what it is. it is a RED BEAN! haha. yanyou drew it. haha. she and her red bean! haha.

well, i was fun drawing. actually there are many many more one la. but shilin didn't send it all to me. haha. gonna bug him for it soon! haha.

PW at city hall tmr!! 10am! lol. hipefully weili can wake up in time! haha. that's all man! gotta go play need for speed! haha. and catch up with some peeps online! and with my cousins in malaysia too! YEAH!

but before i go, i have smth to declare here:

i miss him and his zao xia singing!



and her with her crazy drumming skills(:



Jamming soon yah? haha. i miss z-minor ):

and the kazhua went to play, chat and sleep.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:52 PM