i've decided.. to look at the bright side of tings and be happy!! being sad is tiring.. and i wun be cute.. and i will get old.. haha.. n i hav many other tings to be happy abt.. such as my sisters.. my carin frens.. lesser stress and commitment so i can concentate on my studies..haha

i hav one less fren.. but i gained 3 sisters and many frens and got much closer to my juniors.. and i still hav many caring frens.. i did not get the ting i wnted but it means i hav more time for myself and less stress.. den i can concentrate on my studies..

lyk wad my dad say.. so wad if u only get 1 sweet while others get 2 or more.. at least u got one.. there r others hu dun hav any.. sounds confusing but it means loads to me..haha.. and lyk wad Jeremiah 29:11 says..

and i got a cute dog frm qianning and now me qianning and vivian hav the same bottles.. and we shall use it wheneva there is gb meeting and in sku.. haha.. not to mention a card frm rachel.. drill camp is finally over.. aching legs and ankles but it was okay barhz.. had a hard time learning the correct ke-kanan pusing on the march but i finally gotten it.. many tnks to rachel hu helped me.. guess dats wad a team is for.. or rather a fren is for..

shall end it here.. and i shall oweas look on the bright side of life..

all i wish for christmas is to go jammin soon............

Jumping rooftops @ 10:25 AM

i wanna live in denial.. to escape frm the many tings dat r happening too fast.. sm how.. i wished i din come back frm malaysia.. cos once i came hm.. all the bad tings happened.. and it is gettin depressing.. being MIA in malaysia was fun.. at least i was happy and nuthin much made me depressed.. except for gettin my toes step on again and again..

once hm.. i found out dat my most treasured ting was broken.. or rather prt of it.. although it can be fixed but it is kinda sad.. and den a fone call which is depressing.. or rather the sms after the fone call.. and it was den i found out dat words carn be thrusted.. wad ppl say carn be fully thrusted.. i'm scared.. i dun wanna lose other tings i treasure.. but i m sure i'll lose dem sooner or later.. i'm oweady in the precess of losing some.. and oweady lost sm.. lyk sm ubber "good" fren.. but i gained sisters..

dreams were oso dashed.. so.. guess there could be nuthin worst comin my way rite?? or i hope so.. and so i ask myself once again.. wad is the pt of tryin.. actin dat i'm happy is tiring.. hu cares larhz.. juz another case of sudden depression.. so dun mind me at all.. reality is a nice place but i dun wanna live in it..

thot of the day: guess there's really nuthin else i can really do at all..

Jumping rooftops @ 2:47 PM

today went to buy books.. den i met my sisters!! but chelsea din go.. so it was me and qianning and vivian..

went to j8 and eat long john!! haha.. den we went kai kai.. pop by at comic connection but dun hav the comic i wnt.. den went to popular to look at books.. and the both of dem bought a notebook and stickers for me!! haha.. dey soooo sweet.. lols..

i will use the notebook well.. rite in it and draw.. haha.. THANK YOU!! lols.. now i finally hav a notebook.. yeah.. and the stickers.. i shall decorate my fone.. haha.. and the notebook..

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you

thot of the day: i lubb miie sisters!!

p.s. i wun be in town for 2 weeks and i wun reply ur smses or pick up ur call.. sorry!!

Jumping rooftops @ 12:50 PM

wad is the pt of studyin so hard when the results dun show everyting.. and when ppl still say u din study hard enuf.. or u din put ur best foot forward..

wad is the pt of tryin sho damn hard to please ppl when dey will never be sastified.. once u meet their target.. they set an even higher one for you to meet..

wad is the pt of puttin in loads of effort and yet nort suceeding.. wasted

wad is the pt of going to sku to help out in drill when u din even get to help.. bloody waste of time..

wad is the pt den.. all the damn memories comin back now.. haiz..

the day when i became a pd reserve juz cos i was sick and din go for 1 freakin training.. and if u r tinkin dat reserve only wad.. still hav chance.. well the ans is nope.. no chance.. cos to put it nicely.. reserve means kik out of the team.. dun hav to come for training anymore.. sayonara.. bye.. cos on the actual day itself.. smone din go and thrust me.. the reserve did nort know the steps or anythin.. so wad is the pt of a reserve.. juz say directly dat u r out of the team larhz..

the day i changed squads.. wad the freakin pt of changing.. stay in sq 4 assistant sq leader.. go to sq 1 assistant sq leader.. dots can.. might as well dun change sq.. nort as if change sq the job is diff.. no pt larhz..

going out later wib my sisters.. hopefully can cheer up.. hate tis feelin now.. sianz..

Jumping rooftops @ 5:23 AM

yeah.. finally found a skin i lyk.. at first nort tis on derhz.. was one my baby sis a.k.a. vivian find derhs.. but dunno y carn work.. lols.. so i found tis one.. yeah.. tnkz alot vivian!! and i shall upload sm pics today!!


my long awaited rank+ pioneer badges gotten durin the camp

cookies in the oven

cookie dat hav a face.. un-intentional

waiting to be baked

end products.. yummy

i gonna bake more!!! haha.. but mayb muffins tis time.. but i dun hav the recipe.. hmmm.. tink i shall ask frm mich.. and today is spent doing my hmwk.. haiz.. muz finish dem b4 going on hol.. tmr no drill.. one extra day to do my hmwk.. haiz..

qianning should be on the plane now.. comin back.. too bad me and vivian carn go fetch her tmr cos it is too early and vivian hav drill later.. but we gonna go out on friday!! yeah!! lubb my sisters!!

thot of the day: i miss you

Jumping rooftops @ 2:38 PM

haiz.. since no one bake for me.. i shall bake for MYSELF and sm peeps larhz.. haha.. choco chip again.. X) ring a bell.. lols.. kinda messed up the kitchen but i cleaned up after dat okay.. it is sparkling now.. X) ..tinkin of giving sm to my couz cos its her b'dae and i din giv her anytin..

bro finally back.. after a long four days.. kinda noisy now but i ain't complaining.. cos at least tis is normal.. and he got badges larhz.. roar.. one shot get so many.. but still less den me.. haha.. but he sec one only lehz.. but going to sec 2 larhz.. but still.. haiz.. nvm.. i shall gambate and aim for staff and PBB.. whuahaha.. well ti doesn;t hurt to daydream once in awhile..

i lubb my cookies.. yummy!! shall upload te pics another day.. baking some more on wed and tinking of muffins.. haha.. especially the banana ones.. lols.. and i suddenly lyk roadrunner loads.. haha.. and dunno hu ar.. tell me roadrunner is a turkey and i believed =.= if i rmb hu it was.. u shall die for bluffing me!! gullible.. tink dats me.. haha.. ciiaos

QUOTE of the day: beep-beep

Jumping rooftops @ 3:53 PM

bro in camp den it is ubber quiet at hm.. kinda nort used to it cos normally he will disturb me derhs.. lols.. he nort around i complain.. around i complain.. haha..

ytd went to my couz hm.. celebrated her b'dae.. the cake is ubber nice and she gort a new fone.. so GOOD.. haha.. hanged around and tok..

seriously nort used to it.. tink dats y i hav a sibling.. cos i will nrot hav survived without a bro for long.. haha.. hope he will come back as one piece.. haha..

sgining off..

Jumping rooftops @ 3:39 PM

in a blink of the eye a mth has pass.. and i felt dat i did nuthin much tis mth.. all drill and drill..

first week- second week : beijing trip and intensive lessons..

3rd week: monday~drill.. tuesday~games day.. wed~ supposed to hav drill but i was sick.. thur~sec 1 drill.. friday~drill

4th week: monday~ free.. tuesday~drill.. wed-thur~camp.. friday~drill

for tis week.. finally i hav a free time.. monday was in sku.. but tuesday wed and today was at hm.. but it is beri borin.. so lil time to study.. lols.. my maths.. my chem.. all gg derhz so i muz jiayou.. and nort to mention so lil time for jammin.. which we hardly hav time due to diff time we r free and the drill training..

drill tmr.. hope i still rmb how to do.. bro going for camp tmr.. lols.. the house will confirm be ubber quiet without him around to disturb me.. lols.. and no one to fight wib me for the laptop.. well.. i still hav to study so forget dat..

thot of the day: time flies even when u r nort havin fun at all..

Jumping rooftops @ 2:45 PM