shall make tis a short one. tmr is after all english and SS common test and i must go finish my Venice:)

today was absolutly my most memorial day!! rachel, michelle, yuting, chiang lin and jessica helped me celebrated my birthday:) and it was real nice of them. dey even baked my cake!! and it is lyk 3 layers. everyone helped!! haha. no one eva baked a birthday cake for me b4. or even specially baked anything for me. so touched. everyting they made themself. well except for the icing. haha. so good to hav frens lyk them.

penut butter strawberry jamming was cancled. haiz. cos of fadly but his N lvl is impt larhs. so postponed it till sunday. haiz haiz. jus got the guitar frm zikeng today. nice man. red adn i lyk the strap. haha. oh well.

tmr is gonna be a GOOD GOOD day!! wheeee. hope i can rmb the points for my SS.. haha.. VENICE VENICE!! lols. gonna go out with the GB peeps tmr:)

okay.. gtg study.. SSSSSSSSSSS.. haha

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU:))

and the kazhua went THANK YOU:)

Jumping rooftops @ 7:57 PM

unknowningly, ytd was the birthday of Z-minor!! and i din notices it larhs.. lols.. was supposed to hav penut butter strawberry jamming derhs.. den fadly cannot make it and janet was blur and got the time mixed up so in the end, cancled. lols.. den me and josh went KFC to eat and went to look at the Levis jeans he wanna buy lorhs.. for the performance larhs. den went hm lerhs.. cos nuthin to do larhs. haha. not say fun and not say not fun. lols.

mich, rach. yuting and chiang lin are up to smth. and it has everyting to do with me!! rach keep toking abt durians and i dunno larhs. hope it is not too bad a ting. tuesday is my BIRTHDAY!! yippie! i can FINALLy watch those NC16 movies :)) chiang lin say wnt to go watch vacancy.. lols.. but kinda weird though. if u are one day b4 16, they dun admit you. but on the day u turn 16, u get to watch it. lols. not as if ppl will mature lyk over night.. haha.

friday lessons zoomed past. haha. during english, mrs chong asked us to write an essay to sell ice to the eskimos. den we were lyk saying eskimos already hav so much ice. yah. but i dunno if she was jk or not. anyway, hist was okay. watched a documentry and i got a shocked larh.. i thot gorbachev is dead already. and yuting din noe the Gorge H. W. Bush in the film was actually Gorge W. Bush's father. lols. they do look alike. the show was quite nice actually. the funniest prt is the Honecker guy hu was lyk blur abt everything. haha.after sku went to chem lab with yuting. yuting follow me go do the practical. lols. the magnesium ribbon took lyk 50 min to dissolve? T.T so slow larhs. was bored to death there. lols.

today din do much. wnted to study derhs but oh well.. haha.. oh yah lostprophets rocks! lols. another band i like! but muse and blink 182 and angel and airwaves will still be the best :)

Last Train Home - Lostprophets

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know what's going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

But we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

Z-MINOR ROCKS!! 2707~0808

and the kazhua went HAPPY BIRTHDAY Z-MINOR:)

Jumping rooftops @ 6:42 PM

today was fun:)

went back to sku today. after one day, it seems i missed alot of lessons. and i hav to make up for the chem prac. so it will be me alone in the lab. dropping magnesium ribbons into the HCL and waiting half an hour. haiz. lols.

den for maths did a test thingy. quite okay barhs. can catch it. tnks to rach. den recess den chinese. watched the movie. so i din miss the ending after all. but it was a sad ending. ahhh. the guy died and the girl still did not noe. sadded. den we watched the beggining of another movie.. dunno how to spelll the title .. robbi-hood or smth.. dunno larhs:)

josh was saying they really rote wrongly. bt i dunno lehs. sm how i feel he is also lying to me.. dunno larhs.. lols... i'll jus believe them.. for now.. on that day we will noe lerhs.. haha.. so see how lorhs.. but i dun tink they all lie to me barhs.. no reason to rite? hmm..

hmwk oh hmwk i hate u, u stink
i wish i could wash u away in the sink
if only a bomb will explode u to bits
hmwk oh hmwk i hate u, u stink

sec one poem.. bring back memories!! haha.. okay.. gtg do hmwk..

standing on the rooftops everybody scream ur hearts outs!
i cant get it right since i met you

and the kazhua went *cough cough*

Jumping rooftops @ 7:38 PM

din go sku today.. lost my voice T.T so wun be picking up fone oso..

ytd was okay.. lessons were fine.. i passed my e maths test quite well but failed my add maths test badly.. sianz.. cough getting worst.. den after josh finished his oral.. went for butter!! lols.. was quite okay.. the guy was not fierce.. he gave alot of advices.. josh sang well!! janet became more zai.. not dat she wasn't zai before but the way she play was cool!! haha.. fadly.. not as zai as the other day.. mayb cos ***K wasn't around.. yup.. mus hav stress den he will play well.. but on the whole we did very well.. yeah.. and i never was much better den the kill.. but dunno y everyone play so fast.. i cant can't catch up.. haha..

found out sm stuff but someone kept denying it.. it is lyk so freaking obvious liaos.. it is written down there and okay.. mayb u all really did wrote wrongly.. but does the guy also saw the wrong person or got them mixed up?? and yup.. how i noe y u lie to me.. tis sort of ting u lie for wad.. and for a while i seriously believed it??

wth..i shouldn't be toooooooo trusting towards ppl.. mus not believe wadeva they say.. and cannot be toooo gullible or naive.. cos i always kena cheated.. but it is kinda hard.. guess dat's another of my wekness barhs..

there is no honey and lemon at home.. bro finished it.. haiz.. and all the food at home is not suitable for a sick person.. lets see.. in the cupboard.. chips and more chips.. choco chip biscuits.. cup noodles.. snacks.. nuts.. in the fridge.. the only healthy thing is the milk and the fruits and veggies.. freezer is all the waffles, ice cream, tings to be fried.. guess it is clear y im sick yarhs.. lols.. and my dear daddy bought home lyk 7 packets of chips?? and much more.. tink dunno wad football season coming up or smth.. haiz..

gotta study now.. doesn't mean im not in sku i dun study.. lols.. im sure today will hav loads of hmwk derhs.. oh well... and i haven't been posting much lyrics.. lols.. gonna post some now..

Lostprophets - ROOFTOPS:))
When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we've had our fun?

Will we make a mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out.

All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now, I'm set

Will we make a mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out.

[x2]
Standing on the rooftops
(Wait until the bombs drop)
This is all we got now
(Scream until your heart stops)
Never gonna regret
(Watching every sunset)
We'll listen to your heartbeat
(All the love that we found)

Scream your heart out [x3]
Scream your

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your

and the kazhua went to scream its heart out

Jumping rooftops @ 1:34 PM

wed 18-7-2007:
80th Anniversary dinner - kinda emo during the whole dinner.. rach and chiang lin should noe the reason even though they weren't there.. and nope.. it is NOT because of joshua.. yah.. overall.. supposed to meet at a time.. late. peeps got on the train without us.. i blasted the music.. i became quiet n dao.. got sm phonecalls.. ppl asked me to settle it after the dinner.. but it was impt.. throw my fone to someone.. someone toked on the fone for a long time and in the end stuff still not settled.. got more calls.. still not settled.. fone kena snatched away..fone got off and on again.. fone got taken away.. innocent person misunderstood.. got a "blast" frm 2 peeps.. had to apoligised for smth he din even do.. yup.. food was okay.. jus that my whole mood was spoilt larhs.. in the end jus got high lorhs.. pretended to enjoy myself.. finally got hm and changed out and slept.. oh yah.. i got the fender bass today.. and ti is sliver white.. woots!!

thur 19-7-2007 :
was sick the whole day.. couldn't breath properly.. haiz.. and din fall in the POP.. well told rach and lin abt ytd.. still haven't cooled down yet.. haiz.. plus the sickness and germs.. wahh.. kill me!! night class was fun.. finally took tings off my mind.. and nope.. the fender is not a fake.. and i am not a cheapo..

fri 20-7-2007
now is sorethroat plus flu.. but no sign of fever.. maths test was okay.. hopefully can get full marks.. srossing fingers.. haiz.. my e maths is okay.. but add maths.. i rather drop the subject now.. dun even noe y m i doing the subject in the first place.. mrs yeo lost ehr voice.. fabian was her "spokesperson".. but we catch wad she is saying faster den he did.. lols.. no offence fabian.. den after sku.. lets see.. went hm cos remedial was cancled.. bathe.. changed and left for jamming.. went to dhoby ghuat paradise plaza for jamming.. and it cost 18 bucks per hour.. it was small.. but instruments were good.. especially the drums.. hmm.. josh regreted smth.. lols.. fadly was super "zai" .. lols.. den went hm.. clinic closed.. drats..

sat 21-7-2007
went to suntec with family.. met dad there.. he went to watch die hard with his company and halfway thru.. he just walked out cos it wasn't nice at all.. or rather.. he catched no ball.. lols.. saw sm harry potter books.. 48 bucks.. but i din buy.. cos it is kinda ex.. gonna wait for mayb a week or 2 until the price dropped.. lols.. i sound lyk a real cheapo now.. lols.. ate at swensen's.. yummy.. lols.. wnted to eat tony roma.. but den i said walked around first and in the end we ate at swensens' lols.. wnted to eat the waffle dream.. lols.. ordered fish and chips.. but dad was lyk saying come all th way here just to eat fish and chips?? and guess wad.. in the end.. he also ordered fish and chips -.- a classic example of a pot calling a kettle black :) in the end was kinda full and din get to eat the waffle.. lols.. den went carrefour.. bought not much.. got my waffles!! lols.. those frozen ones larhs.. and my ham!! and CHEESE!! lols.. den went home.. ate dinner.. uncle, aunt and cous came over.. play with huiyue using cushions.. she ubber cute!! lols.. den mum went wikipedia to read the plot of the harry potter book.. and SPOILER!! wahh.. she announced hu died and many other stuff.. hiaz.. so if u wanna noe the plot.. go wikipedia to check it out!! lols..

sun 22-7-2007
did nuthin much,, mayb cos now it is lyk only 12.16?? lols.. gonna mug lyk hell for the test tmr.. or rather the load of test.. lets see.. if im not wrong.. tmr hav 3 or is it 2?? hmm..wadeva.. gotta mug today!! i feel lyk studying!! yeah!! got the study mood back.. haha.. and damn.. i can't stop listening to rooftops.. diediedie.. lols.. standing on the rooftops everybody scream your heart out!! lols.. nice song.. go listen.. haha..

and the kazhua went to STUDY

Jumping rooftops @ 12:20 PM

well.. i dunno how im gonna react tmr when i see *** ( dun bother trying to fit a name in there) tink sm will noe hu im toking about.. haiz.. CHEATED!! and i dun even noe y i still bother to stay close to *** .. last straw.. and i seriously cannot take it lerhs barhs.. no more nice guy down here.. y should i ALWAYS giv way to ppl.. y must i be the one hu let it to people.. and in the end.. im ALWAYS at the losing end.. wtf wtf wtf.. no more taking a step back.. i must learn to fight for the tings i wnt and not give way anymore!! seriously no one giv way to me so why should i giv a damn whether they wnt it too or wadeva shit.. hell no.. i've learnt my lesson and im so not gonna make the same freaking mistake again!! so more at the losing end.. no more giving way.. no more caring about other's too much.. SHOO!!

im evil.. im becoming more evil each day!! and nope.. i not gonna buy the the ting or get the same ting as u now that u hav it.. please larhs.. i dun wnt ppl to say i copy another.. i aint a copycat.. and aint a whiner.. aint someone hu lyks to gain sympathy frm others..

i dun giv a damn if *** reads this.. cos hey.. tis world is not all about YOU!! and i seriously dun hav to giv in to u EVERYTIME!! and if u gonna flood ur house with ur tears cos of tis.. TOO BAD!! the only ting dat is worth celebrating.. is that.. u realised that hey.. im refering to YOU!! and at least it shows u hav some concience left :)) so jus take it or leave it..

and the kazhua went F*** OFF!!

Jumping rooftops @ 9:35 PM

im OKAY!! haha.. mayb cos not enough sleep.. and emo songs SERIOUSLY make ppl emo.. haha..

ms kang's wedding today!! and she look 10 years younger and absolutely prety.. haha.. it is true dat a woman looks her best on her wedding day.. lols.. it was kinda short and nice.. can see dat she was very happy lorhs.. haha.. den took pics.. lols.. den afetr dat went off with janelle, xiaoman and yuting.. yuting shoes are killing ehr.. saw her blister and it was ouch.. den yuting dey all saw the tube i bought.. and even saw me in it.. haha.. cos was trying out a crop jacket.. haha.. but in the end.. i decided to use a shrawl.. if it is spelled lyk dat larhs.. haha..

im wanna buy punk rock stuffs.. lols.. oso nid for the performance larhs.. haha.. damn looking forward to it.. cos.. 0808 is the first time we jam as z-minor.. and we were damn noob then.. lols.. oso it is our first performance.. lols.. charles said he can try help us get more performance lorhs.. haha.. but mus see how first lah.. cos of o level tis year.. lols..

11 minutes of misery.. hmm.. kinda copyrighted.. sounds lyk 30 seconds to mars.. or another band's name.. and DAMN!! we haven't took a band pic yet larhs.. ROAR!! lols.. mum gave me some necklace to pei with the dress thingy.. i tink my parents were kinda excited.. cos their daughter hu dun even wear skirt is gonna wear a tube.. lols.. so yah.. cl and rach asked me to take many pictures too.. lols.. gonna go finish my geog.. im doing alone lorhs.. easier to rmb.. and can rmb as im typing it in.. haha..

it is true.. we can't always stick to our clique everytime.. and there are times to step out of our comfort zone.. lols.. in my heart.. Z-minor will be Z-minor always.. and the $900 fender bass. woots!! hopefully can buy it .. if my results are good larhs.. and i will ake sure that they are good.. lols.. JIAYOU KAZHUA!!

and the kazhua went 0808080808080808

Jumping rooftops @ 4:12 PM

dunno y i feel lyk tis.. i should be HAPPY dat i managed to physco zikeng to lend me his fender bass.. hey its a 900 bucks bass.. i should be happy dat its the weekend.. haiz.. noo mood larhs..

i dunno y i acted tis way too.. mayb cos i feel cheated once again.. and the moment i came home and the phrase my mum said abt the tube thingy.. yes.. weili bought a tube dress for 80th.. ironic isn't it.. weili hu never and i repeat.. NEVER wore a dress before.. buy a tube and is gonna wear a TUBE!! wnted to buy another derhs a kahki colour and alot of buttons.. but they jus said it was a lil casual.. not really formal.. and for her a sec2 to wear it.. it is okay.. but for me a sec 4.. it is not really okay barhs cos of some formal thingy.. dunno larhs.. den i came out.. no one in sight.. den walked one whole round just to find them again.. wtf larhs.. guess it is just me.. the direction IDIOT!!

mayb cos last night i was oso a lil pissed.. and during the video thingy oso.. really wnted to bash the 2 gays up.. they are lyk so wth larhs.. i tink the only reason they dun dare say much is cos there were alot of poeple in the room.. hu will DARE to go in alone.. lixuan was damn funny.. the way she answer them or rather retorted..

im not gonna sink into depression again.. i finally got the happy me back.. and everyting is just back on the track.. the friendship.. although there is still a lil of the barrier left.. i tink it is construction in progress.. im at my bursting point lerhs.. hope a good night sleep will cool me down.. hey weili.. tink of the BASS.. the FENDER BASS.. the 900 BUCKS FENDER BASS!! and the jamming.. haiz.. im PISSED.. FREAKING PISSED..

i dunno larhs.. so many tings bottled up inside.. the sms ytd.. wth.. i oso hav problems one rite.. im having lyk o levels tis year.. all the remedials.. and i have 8 freaking subjects.. so many expectations.. so little to give.. roar..

oh yah.. Z-minor changed name.. 11 minutes of misery.. juz so u peeps noe..

gonna do cool down.. but i doubt it will happen.. so jus dun disturb me and let me be..

and the kazhua went "F-U-C-K!!"

Jumping rooftops @ 7:11 PM

ran out of songs.. lols.. shall not post a song today..

today was okay.. haha.. we are going ahead with it!! haha.. the KILL and i NEVER and KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRL!! lols.. if everyone puts in their best.. im sure we will be okay.. hopefully *gulps*.. haiz.. no bass!! lols.. no EQUIP!! no PEDAL!! haha.. we are the no=no band.. haha.. but we shall be GREAT!! lols..

trying to learn hysteria properly.. but now tink mus concentrate on the kill barhs.. lols.. i hav tis feeling that people look down on us.. haiz.. and a someone too.. sadded.. but we shall prove them wrong.. ROAR!! haha..

screwed up my add maths test today.. studied the wrong chp.. geog was CRAP!! lols.. juz crapped.. and draw how oxbow lake were formed.. it was the onyl question i have confident in.. lols.. tmr going shopping.. for a dress... haiz.. dun wanna dun wanna dun wanna.. but too bad the attire is formal.. haiz..

heard harry potter is not worth the money.. as in the movie larhs.. so i tink im not gonna go watch.. lols.. quite dissapointing actually.. the first 2 were GOOD.. but once it changed director.. down it goes.. lols.. gotta go do geog.. haha:)

random lyrics:
im sorry i hav to say that u look lyk u're sad. ur smile is gone and i've notied it bad.the cure is if u let in just a little more love. i promise you tis, a little enough... just a little.........

go figure.. i posted it before.. haha.. love ANGELS AND AIRWAVES!! haha.. and muse of cos.. and other random songs.. haha.. BASS ROCKS!! GUITAR ROCKS!! DRUMS ROCKS!! Z-MINOR ROCKS!! to hell with those hu look down on us!!

and the kazhua went GAGA:)

Jumping rooftops @ 8:15 PM

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a
consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely
drown
I see what's going down.

today was another tired day.. went sku early for chaple.. practiced with janet chenning and qianning cos ytd lyk only me and net was practicing.. yah.. tink it was kinda messy but hu cares.. den maths.. kinda sianz.. dunno y.. haiz.. den left early for chaple again.. tis time only bass and drums solo.. guitar and piano was cut off.. yah.. quite koay barhs.. it seems dat we only play well for lower sec chaple.. haha.. den mtl.. did nuthin but wasted my time stoning.. haha.. ms ang din teach.. den nuthin to do lorhs.. den english.. kinda dozing off.. did editing.. den geog.. the only lesson im awake.. haha.. chem we continued with the planning thingy.. den physics remedial.. did practical.. killed loads of brain cells in hte process. haiz.. poor brain cells..

den followed rach to look for ms lim sp.. she kinda was "wad are u still doing in sku?" yah.. cos it is the dunno wad time i saw her today.. haha.. monday gb day.. full U!! lols.. and im contigent commander.. hmmm... i tink janet shoule be the one doing that lorhs.. haiz.. and to people out there.. if u wanna say smth not nice.. PLEASE make sure the person in concern is NOT present.. BRAINLESS!!!

gtg sleep.. haiz.. getting more and more tired.. dunno y.. mum say it is lack of vitamin.. but i tink im catching a bug or smth.. haiz.. BEDTIME!!

Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy.
One look put's the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover-up with make-up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Chorus:
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again,heed my lecture

Chorus:
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt she said, this doesn't hurt she said I,
I've finally had enough!
[x2]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.

Chorus:
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.
[x2]

and the kazhua went to bed

Jumping rooftops @ 10:22 PM

don't,let yourself down
don't let yourself go
your last chance has arrived

okie.. today is a good day.. i lyk today.. although i dun really like last night.. well.. i dunno if i can buy the bass or electric guitar now.. due to some tings larhs.. lyk the 80th anniversay.. nidda buy a dress or gown.. ewwww... lols.. i wanna buy a guitar.. oh yah.. oso need to buy many 10 year series and some guide books.. and still got one other ting.. janet and rach should noe wad im toking abt right.. lols..

haiz.. workload pilling up.. and it is only the beggining of the week.. guess im dead.. haiz.. i wanna study.. but the mood is not there.. although i hav it abit.. but i can't seem to study at home.. mayb i should isolate myself.. den i can study.. lols.. or mayb study with ppl hu dun lyk to tok much.. haha.. trying to improve on my maths.. it is a gone case.. lyk integration.. at first i lyk it alot.. once it reached the trigo functions and the applications.. im all blur.. haha.. but blur is my nature.. hha.. the blur kazhua.. lols..

im gonna blog regulaly.. haha.. if there is time.. and i must manage my time well.. no more last minute work for the kazhua.. whuahaha..

"freedom is smth dat can never happen"

and the kazhua went " LISTEN TO ME!!"

Jumping rooftops @ 8:33 PM

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

okie.. shall blog today since janet said i din blog regularly lerhs.. haha.. today was sianz.. lesson was sianz.. and stayed back after sku to study with janet.. din realy do much.. cos of fonecalls and was kinda no mood to study.. lols.. and I DUN HAV A BOYFRIEND!! rahhhh.. lols.. jus so janet noe.. haha.. i mean wad i said.. lols.. we smsed laura.. asked her abt PBB.. btu she din reply.. sianz.. haha..

today josh toked abt a CRAZY ting.. it is SIAO!!! was kinda shocked when he said it.. but i dunno if we are ready for it.. as in.. although it has been one year.. or close to one year.. i tink Z-minor is still not there yet barhs.. i dunno.. scarly on the day paiseh.. haiz.. i mus be crazy.. JAM FAMOUS!! lols. dun wnt the kill.. haha.. kill is nice.. but the song is too pro for us.. haha.. i dunno if i should buy a bass or a electric guitar.. cos.. i may not be a bassist soon.. or after josh learn and he already borrowed a guitar.. so guess he is serious bout it.. den if he turn bassist.. wad's the pt of me buying a bass lorhs.. haha.. might as well buy a electric guitar.. lols.. dunno larhs.. haha.. but guitar is more ex.. see how first barhs..

JANET!! NOW U CANNOT SAY I DIN BLOG LERHS^^

Sing For Absolution

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

there's nowhere left to hide
in no one to confide
the truth runs deep inside
and will never die

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

our wrongs remain unrectified
and our souls won't be exhumed

and the kazhua went 080806

Jumping rooftops @ 6:48 PM

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

honours night on FRIDAY!! was VERY fun.. starting was sianz.. den during the mealtime it was fun.. and after the dinner too.. haha.. took many pics..a pic speaks a thousand words.. so i shall juz post pic..

happily married^^ juz kidding X)


rach~lin~weili.. the trio:))


blue.. black.. white..


ex integritians...



chenning.. ME:))



BLACKIE~KAZHUA~NETS at the CCA blk



janet trying to come in..



all blue and one WHITE!!


GB 5th coy <33

the 4 of us :))

more pics coming up i promised.. once i received them:))

PBB results is out.. although we dun noe them.. but i tink i noe mine.. haiz.. too bad dens. lols.. the bad feeling has been there for a long time.. haha.. GB 5th coy ROCKS!! and i tink i hav been too strict these days.. lols.. back to sku tmr and i mus finish my hmwk.. lols..

Time is Running Out - Muse

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh

You will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh

and the kazhua went Ooooohh~

Jumping rooftops @ 3:08 PM

I don't love you, like i did, yesterday

ytd night was a stressful night.. and im not gonna lie to myself anymore.. yes i want that PBB badge.. i will be sad if i dun get it.. it is not reallk okay if i dun get it.. that PBB means smth to me.. haiz.. very scared now.. and stressed too.. janet oso feelin the same.. well the most impt reason y i wnt to get the PBB is cos i dun wnt to see dissapointed faces.. frm the peeps in 5th coy.. officers.. ms lim.. laura.. ms chua.. etc..

im sure the gals will tink that i or we din get cos we are not a good GB gal, good ldr etc.. and the teachers and mdms will be very dissapointed.. tis year only hav 5 frm 5th coy hu go for camp.. den if only 1 or none pass.. wahh.. dey confirm will be dissapointed lyk hell.. i can't stand the dissapointed faces of anyone.. haiz.. STRESSED!! yes the kazhua and lobster are feeling STRESSED!!

ytd night me and janet smsed the same msg to laura asking her how many passed.. but she said haven't decide yet.. still hav more meetings.. haiz.. the feeling of waiting for smth that u already noe.. i already noe wad is gonna be my results.. but im holding on to a shimmer of hope.. that i may pass.. telling the thruth.. if i managed to get that PBB.. it will be the senario of drill com.. when we got shield.. confirm will scream and cry.. lols..

enough of PBB.. well guess i'll just take one step at a time.. lols.. HU CARES!! yeah lyk real i dun giv a damn.. but fan shi yao kan kai right?? lols.. gtg study but b4 that.. the lyrics of another song!!

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

Well, when you go

Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay

And maybe when you get back

I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe

You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know

So take your gloves and get out

Better get out

While you can

When you go

Would you even turn to say

"I don't love you

Like I did

Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

But baby when they knock you

Down and outIt's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe

Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up

Better get up

While you can

Whoa, whooa

When you go

Would you even turn to say

"I don't love you

Like I did

Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go

Would you have the guts to say

"I don't love you

Like I loved you

Yesterday"

I don't love you

Like I loved you

Yesterday

I don't love you

Like I loved you

Yesterday

and the kazhua went ROAR!!!

Jumping rooftops @ 7:44 PM

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

ytd was FUN!! haha.. after oral went home.. den went back sku abt 2+ to see the GB.. although it was kinda dissapointing.. the wesper and lord's prayer part.. but had fun toking to some of them.. haha..

den went causeway with laura MDM, dorothy, janet.. den we went KFC.. walked around.. aand had loads of fun.. haha.. damn funny larhs.. haha.. especially laura..

Quoted frm JANET'S BLOG:
piglet says: "bring me home laura!"..50 cents mac ice cream wif choco toopings which are not worth de 20 cents..de gal tat pai officres de mah pi and sign on de yellow assessment sheet in pbb camp..lols!

we saw a very cute piglet in kiddy palace only selling for 5 bucks.. haha.. yup.. we went to KIDDY PALACE!! den laura saw the piglet and keep saying it's the one.. and can u hear.. its calling my name.. buy me.. haha.. den b4 that we went to mac.. cos laura wnted to eat ice-cream.. haha.. den she was lyk the only adult buying ice-cream for herself.. haha.. and the look she had on her face.. looks lyk a kid larhs.. so excited.. lols.. den she still add toppings.. choco rice 20 cents which she said was not worth.. haha.. and today.. they having meeting at GB HQ for the assesment of PBB.. see hu get the badge..

i sure fail one..haha.. no nid to say.. im mentally, spritually and physical prepared to fail.. and not that i dun mind or i dun feel a ting.. juz dat.. to me.. if can get den good lorhs.. or rather very good larhs.. but if cannot get.. wad to do.. and doesn't mean that if u dun get the PBB u r not a good GB gal or a good ldr.. so it is OKAY!!

gonna finish my SS by today.. oh yah.. tonight got " he loves me he loves me not" on art central 9pm.. must watch.. ubebr nice to watch.. okie gonna end here.. gotta vacumme the floor.. or sweep... wadeva larhs.. lols.. here is the whole lyrics for a song stucked in my head

Jumping rooftops @ 12:08 PM