my brain is like the units of a dimensionless quantity. NON-EXISTENT!

Jumping rooftops @ 12:01 AM

himynameismaryjane^^

Shall make this a short update as I'm seriously lacking of my sleep time and i kinda look like this now.


haha. Well, Jamming today was totally rad! One of the best jamming i had. Love to jam blink songs! haha. But Janet kept teasing me about my hairstyle. lol. i guess i learnt my lesson. And i finally got to eat Mac apple pie again! ahha. it's been awhile since i last ate it. haha.

I want to go jamming agian!! haha. next friday???? lol. better go sleep now((: There's GB tmr.

Tomorrow is gonna be ubber fun! I'm going to Singapore Flyer! whoo-hoo! haha.

well, gtg((: and i'm happy today ^^

and the kazhua went to knock off.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:49 PM

Forgotten to say this:

I CUT MY HAIR TODAY((: now it's kinda short. at least to me la. cos i snip off my two "tails" haha. oh well((:

TMR~

Jumping rooftops @ 9:58 PM

Today is THURSDAY which can only mean 1 thing. TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE FRIDAY! Hurray to Fridays!

Fridays to me means a lot. Because, every Friday will be a fun filled one. Like having dinner with King, Lin, Yu Ting and Mich. And also on the other Fridays I'm not with them, it means JAMMING! And tmr is JAMMING!



Ytd night was fun too. Time really flew pass when I'm with king and lin. As they finished their block test, the 3 of us went celebrating at Swensens. And we each ate a ice cream there!! And it was freaking DELICIOUS! I want to eat ice cream again! rach took come pictures. will post them when i get it from her.

lessons today were boring. was being super dazed today. on the bright, i saw the light at the end of the tunnel. Finally know how to do the chemistry challenging questions.

Tomorrow is the day!! shall go do tutorials now so tmr i can enjoy a guilt free evening((:t

and the kazhua went to print stuff.

Jumping rooftops @ 8:27 PM

I feel like banging my head against the wall a million times!! HOW CAN I BE SO FRREEAAKKING CARELESS!! I forgotten to freaking simplify?? And the best part about it is what??? I FREAKING DID THE EXACT QUESTION ON SUNDAY! GET IT!! AND I GOT IT WRONG COS I WAS FREAKING CARELESS!! to think i checked it and found nothing wrong. ARGH! screw the GC la. my "lousy" casio calculator would have helped me to simplify it la.

ARGH! seriously, STUDYING IS NO FREAKING USE LA!



how true.

and the kazhua went to find the pesticide once more.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:06 PM

there is binomial test tmr. and there is 1 word to describe me. SCREWED! I know it's just binomial and it's the easiest out of everything. But... It's not that i dunno how to do the sums. It's that I'm freaking careless. And that's gonna kill me tmr. keep forgetting all the minus signs, accidentally shift the x up when it's supposed down. and many more :s



and my class is filled with smart-asses. It's like they are super fast and pro? double stress.


well, as what John says, better to do slowly and get it correct. no point rushing then all gone. Compared to their maths block test tmr, i think my binomial is considered kachang.



Well, better go try to finish a question. I must at least try to save myself...



I miss this cow :((

and the kazhua went to try out another question :x


p.s. jiayou for maths block test tmr. and your exam too.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:08 PM

Feeling very vexed now for no apparent reason.



It's like I'm the little green thing at the front. I wish i could be stronger.

Today was like a roller coaster ride.


It was peaceful and slow moving in the morning, and then it slowly went up in the afternoon and hit the peak, and now, it's zooming back down. And now is the all time low :s



Haven't do the mindmap for the "minor" research paper. And the freaking annotations too. Man I'm dead!! I hate the feeling of not being on time. Like wth is happening to me man? Since when I'm so particular about being on time. :x I used to think that doing the weekly article thing was irritating. I think the most irritating i have to do now is JOURNAL! GG man. I'm starting to dislike GP :s

On the bright side, I end lessons at 1 tmr((: provided i survive through GP.
on FRIDAY((: Which means i get to catch up with them again.



Don't feel like going school tmr :x But I will go one la...


Well, to all those taking block test this week, JIAYOU!! It's just one week of hell and you'll be free for the time being after that.

and the kazhua went to annotate the effing article

Jumping rooftops @ 9:39 PM

Last night, i dreamt of this



And yes, BOTH of them. Lol. Perhaps it was because i was watching Alien Vs. Predator (AVP) yesterday. But it was scary la. Lol. If i remember correctly, i dreamt that they were coming or smth like that.

The show was freaking cool la. I was watching AVP 2 where there was this hybird alien-predator which was continued from AVP 1. But it was gory la. AVP 1 is still the best. haha. I'm kinda hooked on the whole predator thing. Which is why, i watch predator 1 today!! And my dad was making fun of me again.

Many many many years ago, I watched predator on the TV for the first time. And the story line was about this group of people in the jungle and the predator was killing them off one by one la. And you know as young children, we tend to believe what we see on TV and i was pretty scared of the "predator" which also means that.... I'm afraid of plants. I guess it could be that far connection which leads me to the conclusion la but hey! I was only about 5? or at most 6!

But now, I guess I'm pretty facinated by the whole predator thing. I wonder how they put the make up on the people and make it look so real. lol. Although the alien still creeps me out a lil' with it's elongated head and stuff :s

I've been having flashbacks quite often this few days. haha. I think it is a good thing! lol. it's nice to re-live childhood moments once in awhile.

Another show I'm hooked on. It's toGETher. Some taiwan drama. came across it on Wed or so and it is nice! but.... I hate the part that I have to wait every monday for the next ep. lol. and now once i start, i think i can't stop. perhaps the show coming out on monday only is a good thing. afterall, i can afford 1.5 hours of entertainment time per week right?

But, i still did work today. Finished my tutorials already((: wait. just remember there is still the GP stuff :s Last year i kinda like GP. But dunno why suddenly this year........ Well, at least i only left with GP and preparation for binomial test. I'm kinda worried for the test. Because, although i know how to do binomial, my carelessness is getting from bad to worst. I'll get the whole tutorial wrong if there weren't the ans preovided. Keep forgetting the minus sign, wrong fraction, pressing calculator wrongly. OMG! SAVE ME!

LOL. Well, shall go try to find 2 useful articles now and then to sleep :))

i think predator is totally cool!



and the kazhua went to find articles :p

Jumping rooftops @ 12:51 AM

this is gonna be a really short one as i still have to find 2 articles for my dear GP teacher :)

was eating oranges with dear dad just now. And being the sotong that i am, i swallowed 1 or maybe 2 seeds. And i started laughing really hard la because I remember the time when i was very young, my dad scared the shit out of my pants and made me cry.

U know as innocent little children we always believed our parents? So one fine day when i was young i swallowed a seed, and dear Dad told me a tree was going to grow on top of my head. And i cried like mad cos i believed my dear dad and really though a tree was going to grow on my head.

So just now dad was like "u crazy ah. laugh at what?" and i replied " a few days later, a orange tree is going to grow out of my head"

well, gtg find articles now((:

and the kazhua waits for the seedling to appear.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:59 PM

Well, I guess today is much better than I expected it to be. 0925 is quite a nice class to have I guess. At least not all of them are strangers to me now. And some that i know are actually quite nice people^^

And I'm kinda getting used to having breaks alone. Kinda like a peaceful slot for me to study la. There are going to be more breaks tmr so i guess I need to find more stuff to do to kill time.

I hate having ulcers in the mouth. I can't eat or drink properly without tearing once or twice :s

The J2s having block test next week. JIAYOU! I don't want to see anyone repeating J1 or J2 okay!! Don't be like me!!

Hopefully can go jamming this Friday. I need an outlet for all my emotions soon before i go mad.

Well, I guess it's time to do tutorials again. I must keep ahead instead of on time :) Must always be a step ahead man :) if not no point retaining.

Ciao((:

and the kazhua went to get its tutorials done.

Jumping rooftops @ 8:08 PM

The wonderful weekend has come and gone in a blink of an eye. Well, at least I'm well rested.

Tomorrow is going to be the first official day of lessons. My timetable is kinda nice i guess. i start lessons at either 9 or 10. there is no need for me to go at 7.30. and the latest time i end is 4.30pm which will be tmr. and i have have breaks in between. haha. Well, i guess this is because i dont take chinese and project work anymore so it is so empty.

0925 is like a stranger to me just as i am a stranger to them. Wonder how lessons with them will be like. There is gonna be Chem practical tmr. hopefully everything goes well. Havent done chemistry practical for a long long time. haha.

Well, i guess i shall end here. there is nothing to write about also.

one last thing that brightened up my entire week. BLINK-182 IS BACK((:

haha. yeah. well, time to find smth to do.

and the kazhua went scavenging.

Jumping rooftops @ 8:47 PM

This past week has been a fiasco! Like totally(:

Orientation is FINALLY over!! Whoo-hoo! I survived it (although I've been skipping quite abit). Class is kinda okay although I seems to be a stranger to them vice versa. I still prefer 0811 A LOT but, i guess it's time to move on.

Made valentine's day gift for 0811 and other peeps(: shan't say what it is here but i had alot of fun preparing it. haha. messed up my whole kitchen until my dad was like o.o and mum had to help me clean up as i was doing it. lol. Can't deny that i'm a messy person.

TMR is GP seminar. hopefully it will be nice and fun. Michelle gonna crash with me in LT4(: At least I have company. At least i have programe for tmr. But I'm still free this sat(((((: haha. perhaps i'll go and eat with my parents XD

Well, shall end here. Binomial theorem tutorial is out and i guess i better go do it so i can enjoy my valentine's day((: although i think it's totally overrated and commercialized and a perfect excuse for florist to jack up the prices of flowers. haha.

Lastly, the best cheapo and healthy gift for valentines, 2 bottles of All's Well drinks. Because I love you...

Binomial theorem, here i come((:

and the kazhua went to expand the equations and find the valid range.

p.s. I want the water chestnut and sugar cane one((((((:

Jumping rooftops @ 9:57 PM

Some Facts about tmr: Tomorrow's gonna be orientation (all over again). This is going to be the 3rd time I'm having orientation (PAE, JAE, TMR). I'm not looking forward to tmr. Totally not.

I guess I'm still being damn judgmental and pessimist about the whole orientation thingy that is going on tomorrow. I still haven't come to terms to like being in a new class whatsoever. And the worst part is, being ALONE! Yeap. Freaking alone. In PAE, I had Daryl in OG21. Then in JAE, I had Nicol, Li Chuen. And now, lol. I don't wanna think about it :s

To pon or not to pon. I'm seriously tempted to skip the whole damned thing tmr but there are consequences as I've said before. Why can't things be absolutely simplier? This sucks.

I never thought I'd ever hear myself say this but, i rather spend the time studying. Seriously. Although that's what I had been doing for the past few days.

ARGH! Shall end here. Gotta go try to stone before i sleep :x

and the kazhua wish it turned into stone

Jumping rooftops @ 9:56 PM

I got posted to 0925. No hurray to that. So much for grouping retainees into the same class? Apparently, we are like scattered all over the milky way. Michelle is in 0903, Xueyuan in 23, Zhiyun in 24 and I'm in 25 :s And we all are like taking PCM combi? So scattering us is like o.o

I don't know how I'm supposed to feel now. Happy and excited is definately not in my dictionary right now. Rather, it has not been in my dictionary even since school reopened. Well, I'm studying hard now (finished all the tutorials i have), but it's like nothing? As in i feel like a zombie, no feelings, like just do without any feelings. But then again, if i was really a zombie, i guess i won't be that vexed over this shit.

Thinking of 101 excuses to pon orientation now. But there are alot of things to consider. Like, if I don't go for it, what if i don't bond with the class and get outcasted?? This orientation is going to be infinity x worst that O2 last year. Last year i was definately not alone la. There were so many PAE friends in the same class like Lichuen who was in my seminar group and Nicol who was in my OG. But this time, it's seriously going to be me, weili, alone, there, in 0925, ALONE!

ARGH!

I'm not looking forward to orientation. I wish orientation will go away. SHOO! I shan't wish for it to rain cos I'm sure 31st spent alot of time and effort on it. But i wish i can somehow be exempted from it. Madagascar. I shouldn't be too negative of it since i came up with the theme.

Well, i guess there is nothing left for me to say about this. It's like spoiling my mood once again. God, let me fracture my arm or smth?? But don't let it be too painful though. Joshua is online now. Better go do that PEPSI thingy or i'll get murdered perhaps.

and the kazhua wished it had broken legs.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:53 PM

GP lecture today was for once "fun". Had this quiz thingy about 2008 major headlines and it was quite entertaining to watch the usual people fighting to ans the questions in order to get the Raffles compilation of essays book. lol. well, the whole LT didn't know what it was at first.

Went library to supposedly study after that. Then went down to canteen to look for Rach. Went home after that. Didn't go for Chem and geog :s i promise i'll go the next time(:

and now to the irritating part. altered my skirt cos it's getting kinda loose and now, lo and behold, the split of my skirt is half of its usual size :@ and it's hard to walk now! like WTH! i mean it's common sense if you cut the bottom you'll open the split more right?? And also, now my skirt is short. double :@ and in dear NYJC, uniform comes in a SET! which mean buy skirt must buy shirt too, which means i'm stuck with this skirt unless i buy 2 more set of uniform. triple :@

lol. shouldn't have altered it man. maybe i should have altered 1 first and see how it is. lol. REGRET! rah-ness.

but for every tunnel, there is light at the end. haha. dear chiang lin's mum is helping me to like open the split! hurray((: lol. well, since the top is still kinda loose, i guess i an wear it at the hip without it going up again so it'll look longer^^

I wished i hadn't altered it now :@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@

oh well, what's done is done. lol. i miss my old skirt man! ahaha.

shall go makan my dinner now. lol. and tutorials later! haha.

and the kazhua went to eat its dinner.

Jumping rooftops @ 6:47 PM

Something random I did on facebook ytd. Decided to post it as the ans i got were "interesting". lol. go ahead and have a few laughs^^

1. Put iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Wasting Time - blink-182

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Feels Like Tonight - Daughtry

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Sunburn - Muse

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Reverse This Curse - Escape the Fate

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
I Feel So - Box Car Racer

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Aliens Exist - blink-182

WHAT IS 2+2?
It's Not My Time - 3 Doors Down

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Another Night Alone - SR-71

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Save You - Simple Plan

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
A Twist In My Story - Secondhand Serenadel

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Saints Of Los Angeles - Motley Crue

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hysteria - Muse

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Attack - 30 Seconds To Mars

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Sugar We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Killin' Me - Faber Drive

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Always - blink-182

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Over You - Daughtry

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Who Knew - Pink

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Dammit - blink-182

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Valentine's Day - Linkin Park

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Sweet Talk 101 - Cute Is What We Aim For

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Gotta be Somebody - Nickleback

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
First Date - blink-182

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
There Is - Box Car Racer

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Perfect - Simple Plan

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
True Love - Angels & Airwaves

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
One Step Closer

Well, as long as you see this, you'll have to do it((: Please have integrity people^^

and the kazhua seriously went to do its tutorial now.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:00 PM

Well, my mood is getting better now. Acceptance is the key to everything i guess.

No orientation activities this week as we haven't got our classes yet. So this week is mass lectures only. Lectures were quite dull I should say as after all, I learnt it all before last year. Well, I still have to pay attention to lectures if not I'll still be repeating the mistakes i made last year. Lol.

Well, for those that don't know yet, I should be taking PCMG this year. That is H2 Physics, H2 Chemistry, H2 Maths and H1 Geography((: Provided the school don't change my combi for me. Getting rid of Chinese Lit was kinda of a relief. But Physics is kind of a worry for me i guess. Well, like what the guy said during the talk, instead of spending time on the subjects we like, we should spend more time on those that we are weak in. lol. True la. haha. I'm gonna make it to honour roll this year man! Then go to Mr Tan's house to play his Wii((:

Drill today was nice i guess. In a way...

I'm making it a point to blog everyday((: Good stuff will be open. Those not so good one will be thoe hidden text((: haha. Well, certain stuff i wanna keep track but not publicly right? haha.

Well, gonna go do tutorials now((: I'm also gonna make it a point to complete tutorials before they pile up((:

and the kazhua went to do its tutorial.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:42 PM

Damn.

I'm currently in the room with the doors locked and the stereo blasting songs such that I can't hear anything outside. Why? Well, i guess all the things at home as finally caught up with me too and I snapped. And to make matters worst, the songs are emo ones which i long forgotten i had.


I'm scared.

I guess i need to re-align myself now. Before everything gets more screwed up as they already are.

CNY post perhaps this weekend? When i survive this week at school, perhaps my mood is better.

and the kazhua went to find it's sanity.

Jumping rooftops @ 5:18 PM

I hate feeling like this. i've been trying to ignore and put it behind but now it come full force at me. And i thought that the worst has passed. Guess i was wrong like before... as usual.



How am i supposed to feel now. I guess this is what they call losing control of you sanity.

It hurts, It hurts, It hurts, It hurts
It hurts, It hurts, It hurts, It hurts
It hurts, It hurts, It hurts, It hurts
It hurts, It hurts, It hurts, It hurts

Why must this tear my head inside out

But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-f**king-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay

Damn! It's just don't feel the same anymore. Screw it.

and the kazhua went to hide in a corner to emo.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:10 PM

I'm back from Malaysia. Actually i reached Singapore at like 6 plus 7? lol. I guess that's because my dearest Dad middle name is Schumacher. lol. Well, shall blog about it tmr after i come home from school. promise.

Yes, tmr is gonna be my first day of school again. And I'm like kinda not looking forward to it at all. Well, i guess it's that sense of lost. It's like I'm gonna be part of 09xx and no longer can call myself as 0811 anymore. And, the unfamiliar familiarity of the surroundings. Well, I guess it is also that I have to try to fit into the new class again. Shucks. Well, at least i get to see them in school everyday now, although it's not all the time like last year.

Don't wanna go back to school!!

On the bright side, tmr is dearest JOY 5th birthday((; lol. Don't know if can celebrate with them or not. ARGH! lol.

I think I'm getting emo, which is not a good thing man. Roar!

Meeting Rachel tmr to go to school. Reminds me of last year the first day of school. We also meet at Bishan and go school together. I guess I couldn't go to school slone tmr la. I would most probably get stucked outside the gate and not go in. lol.

I think im not only getting emo, I'm becoming an emo chicken. Rah!

Don't wanna don't wanna don't wanna.

IRRITATING! I think I'm still biased against them. Afterall, it's smth that i can't forget easily and put it behind. Damn I'm turning into an unforgiving emo chicken. ARGH!

Shall end here before my madness catch up with me, or has it already done so. I wonder...

and the kazhua turned into a crazy unforgiving emo chicken.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:14 PM