A little more and I'll fall off the planet entirely.

That's how I kinda feel right now It's like trying to stuff a whole year of whatever I learnt into my already rubbish filled pea-brain!! The senario now is as though I'm trying to transfer a GIGAbyte file into a NANObyte thumbdrive. And the error message keeps popping out saying "not enough memory space". LOL
 
But, I guess all i have to do now is to practice hard and make sure I don't hurt my head these few days or anything. It's as though a sight *bump* to my *ahem* "delicate" skull can send bits of information flying in all directions and they will be lost forever!!
 
Studying today with Yanru, Vichra and Shan is absolutely FUNNY! AMK library had no space so we went to the KFC nearby. Sat near the toilet and many "toilet humour" came up. Laughed about other random stuff and Shan as a new nickname!! Although I think if I wrote it here I won't be living anymore. And I'm a NICE person so of course I won't say it out!  But it was fun!
 
Went to Popular after that cause Yanru wanted to get some pencils. In the end, Vichra and I ended up buying headphones caue our's were faulty. Finally bought the cable thingy too. But it means I spent loads of money today! Although the headphones only cost like $10 but yeah. Although the sound is not as good as I hope it would be  but it's okay I guess. Haha. it's $10. And Being the un-gentle person I am, it might not last long so get a cheap one also not too bad?
 
If you are wondering why are there so many smilies, it's because I'm using the e-mail posting feature. Blogger keeps refusing to load so I have to resort to the email. So if there's this "windows live mail" advert at the bottom, it's cause I'm sending this post via e-mail.  But I kinda like this because I get to post smileys! something that is seriously lacking in blogger! Which is why I kinda prefer xanga and lifejournal but I'm lazy to change and stuff. 
 
Just kidding. I'm gonna change my exam theme song from "only you" to "here without you". Gettit? Only U (the U grade) compared to here without U!
 
I'm so gonna trash the promo exams this year
 
Jiayou everyone:D Be it studying for promos or A levels. Let's trash the exams!!
 
and the kazhua went to upgrade it's RAM and memory card.

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Jumping rooftops @ 11:15 PM

MY BELOVED GUITAR IS FIXED AND READY FOR COLLECTION!

But I guess the issue now is that I want to go and collect it myself but Mum says she'll help me. But I want to get something else from there. haha. Perhaps I shall continue to psycho her :D I want to go!!

There's physics tmr! And my revision package is half done. haha. half to go!

It's no longer counting down to the day promos arrive. I'm more of counting down to the day it will be finish!!

It's gonna be the most epic EOY partying ever!

Ciao:D

and the kazhua went to continue with its half-done physics

Jumping rooftops @ 10:27 PM

I'm home early today because we pushed maths lesson to the front! :D

Was helping dad to find something from his cupboard and then guess what i found? A whole stack or stash of the cards I've ever made for him for fathers' day and birthday. LOL. From way back when i spelled "happy" as hapee to this year when I just "printed" out the design and coloured it. From a person that don't look like one, to stickman, to well formed arms with 5 fingers. haha. to think he kept them all.

Mum's birthday is on Thursday. Perhaps i shall continue the tradition to make a card! Although its bad timing this year cos the next day i have promos. Yes promos is this friday:x

Today is a HAPPEE DAY! lol. got 78/100 for geog:D got childrens' day gift from ms yau:D and I get to come home early to do my own work! haha.

So far, I'm only fully done for physics. haha. maths is constant stuff but chem keeps getting washed out of my head!! haha. i shouldn't be laughing though. cos, it's not funny but worrying.

I think passing this time round should be okay? As in I HAVE to pass right? ahha. just the matter of scoring well for it that is GG!! haha. geog should be okay. but CHEM!!! haha.

Well, back to chem if i ever want to complete it by today. haha:D:D

and the kazhua went back to test her summary skills for chem.

Jumping rooftops @ 3:14 PM

There are tonnes of work/ revision to be done but seriously speaking, I'm not even halfway through. Feel as though I'm going to burst with a loud Ka-boom!

Exams starts on FRIDAY! so it's just another 4 more days to go actually. I can feel the stress now. haha. Well, although it's not my first time taking the promos but, there is still this dreading feeling. 2 weeks plus seems so long. But the silver lining is that, 2 weeks later, it's my turn to play. Although it'll be hard for me to find people to play with as those in poly are starting school and J1s having PW except for those who are in the same fate as me. And I can't possibly ask the J2s right? haha. they still have quite a bit of chionging to do. haha.

I'm dreading school again!! It's the monday blues attacking my mind. Although this week is going to be gone in a flash cos everytime it's nearing exams, times seems to zoom right past you like an F1 car. So I guess the time will be gone in a flash?

I wished my chem was as good as last year. Suddenly my grades fliped! haha. oh well. at least my overall is quite good.

There are many many things to look forward to! Like, outings, lunches, jamming, hanging out, movies, shopping, and getting my guitar back which is the main thing i'm looking forward to the most!! Then perhaps I'll live the rockstar life for a few weeks. Writing songs etc. haha.

For now, it's study study study until i drop dead on the floor. Lack of sleep, lack of time. I wish I could just survive on 3-4 hours of sleep. Actually it's possible but, I'll just become a zombie and be a sotong the whole of next day. lol.

James (my cousin) and his wife came over today. The funniest thing that happened was my bro and me asking each other at the same time "how to address her?" haha. and then we just smiled and say "hi". lol.

Well, time to continue with all the MCQ Ms Sim gave us to do :(

and the kazhua exploded with a *poof*

Jumping rooftops @ 7:57 PM

I think I'm going mad. But, in a good way :D

I can't wait to get my guitar back. For more than one reason though :D

And I can't stop smiling when I think of Smiley :D

The sky is so blue, birds are chirping, there's a nice breeze. :D

Even the mock test tomorrow don't seems to matter that much anymore. Shall take it as a test to see how much I know and where I need to buck up in. :D

I want my guitar to be ready soon. But then again, I don't want to get it back. And there's this urge to trash my other guitar to get it repaired. lol. Told you I'm going gaga. But to me it's a good way. I love this feeling I'm having. It's been like so long since I felt this way. Hope ((:

But then again, would it evolve or would it just dissapear? haha. Pray hard I guess :D

I'm hopeful to the extent that I'm a fool. But that makes me happy for now. :)

and the kahzua went to appreciate the wonderful world.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:26 PM

Mum bought me a new guitar and amp for my very belated birthday present. It's quite cheap actually. Just 280 bucks (for both guitar and amp) but to me it's the best. Yes it may not be Fender (but it's a Squier which is a sub of Fender) as I've hope nor is it some expensive and wonderful one but it's the thought that counts!

Mum buying me a guitar is more that just buying one. To me it means she in a way "accepted" me playing electric guitar which to her is a "noisy" instrument and a not so good genre of music. You know the way rockstars are, all the drugs booze and sex. Not that I do those stuff but it's the image and she never really liked me going jamming and stuff. haha. So buying me an electric guitar is like she accepting and allowing. Although the conditions are that I don't waste too much time on guitars and all. And notice it's "too much time" and not "time". It different from buying my own guitar.

So even though it's just a average one but it's the best guitar I've ever played. Although brother said i was stupid to chose the cheapest one in a way as my mum's budget was actually about twice the amount i spent and she did say i could get a better one if i want (but that was after i chose the strat and the guy was doing the set-up so in a way no point). haha. Slight twinge of regret here that I didn't chose the other ones with humbuckers but I wanted to get a Strat so here it is. haha. Perhaps when I earn my own money then I'll change one of the pickups to a humbucker. But for now, single coils are not too bad:D

it's about 11 days left and I've never felt so nervous. It a do or die moment for me. haha. I eman seriously, there no such thing as a third chance anymore! So, i just got to do it or die. And not the pressure is even higher because of the guitar!! DAMN! And actually, the only reason I was at the shop was because I wanted to fix my acoustic guitar! So yeah. And if i screw up this time, i think i'm SO DEAD cos I'll bet all my guitars and amps that I won't be able to jam again. LOL. But then again, I guess I won't die this time round. Hopefully.

Oh ya. I've also got back functions test and physics test. Did okay if not relatively well (in my standard). 7/10 for maths and 25.5 for physics. But physics was tyco to the max. lol. but it at least put my mind to ease a little. haha.

And I'ce decided to study like a mad cow for the next 4 weeks (including promo period) and then play like a monkey after that. Although it'll be kinda hard as everyone will still be busy!! Rach, mich, lin and yuting will be mugging extra hard for their A's and then Vichra, Yanru, Yanjun and the rest will be busy with their PW. which makes me wonder, what's this 4 weeks of torture when I get to play like a monkey after that? haha. And funnily enough, the motivation I get to study is by thinking of what wil happen if i screw up again. haha. But then again, I seriously can't just aim to pass because to others, it won't be good enough. Not for a repeat student anyway. haha. oh well. Just 4 weeks! I can do it!

and the kazhua went to study and look at the guitars longingly.

Jumping rooftops @ 7:25 PM

I know cobwebs are growing and I really seriously wanted to post something. But 24 hours a days is just not enough if you know what I mean.

Promos is just another 15 or rather 14 days away actually. It all depends on how you count the days. But that's not the main point. The main point is actually what happened to the many days before promos? I still remember when it was 50+ days, then skip the 40s and to the 30s, one week later it became 20s and now it's down to 14.

I don't remember studying as hard before!! Definitely not for O levels nor for my promos last year. lol. The rate i studied for mid-years this year is the rate i was studying for promos last year. If you get the hint. haha. But it's different this year i guess. I'm "supposed" to pass if not get flying colours. haha. Honour roll seems so far away and out of reach. Not that I'm actually aiming for it again. But I guess I'll see how it goes.

Time is running out seriously. Even as I'm typing here. lol. but one needs to chill once in awhile right? if not the person would suffer from nervous breakdown!! Oh well. Making a study plan today helps put things in perspective. There is still time actually:D provided I maximise ALL the time i have and DO NOT procrastinate. which is kinda impossible. so you ge the hint once again.

Enough of the jokes i guess. On a low note, I've been kinda dreading going to school recently. Barriers and all. I guess one really cannot show how you really feel and what is going on in the head or you'll be kinda condemn for "eternity"! Then again, there are those that will actually make you feel better and actually accept you for who you are.

And now to summarise all that have happened in point form
1. Baybeats was totally RAD! can't believe i didn't blog about it though.
2. September holidays passed in a flash
3. Fell ill once again but no one (perhaps one or two) knows
4. GB 40th dinner. Photos in facebook!

and the list goes on but i can't remember. I guess I'll make it a habit to blog at least a little everyday? but sometimes I just dont wanna blog about unhappy stuff here. But maybe in another place? haha. it's back to hitting the books then:D

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ciaos and xoxo

and the kazhua went to whack the books.

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