If you're running from the maniac/spirit/demon/creature, expect to trip and/or fall down at least twice, more if you are female. Do not turn to look back, if you do, you stand a good chance of tripping immediately and being killed. If you turn and look back, and you don't see the maniac/spirit/demon/creature chasing you, stop and run immediately back the way you came because the maniac/spirit/demon/creature is now in front of you.

Chemistry is GG-ed. Maths should be okay. Gtg practice, and enjoy the last 2 hours or so. And pray hard that I'm not one of those who needs to stay back to REDO physics practical.

and the kazhua went to draw graphs.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:28 PM

Chemistry test tmr. 12.5% and it's gonna be so screwed :(

If only we can "upgrade" the memory space of our brain. Or maybe change the RAM. Maybe then it would function properly and to my advantage. LOL.

Stupid formulars wont get stucked in my head :x

Better go cram them into my brain!

GOGO!

and the kazhua went to burn the notes,mix with water and gulp it down.

Jumping rooftops @ 8:58 PM

I kind of hate it when songs are stucked in my head and currently, there are 3! lol.

1. FIFA 2002 Theme song (Anthem-vangelis)
2. Burn It To The Ground - Nickleback
3. No Boundaries - Adam Lambert

The FIFA one is because I found the FIFA 2002 CD just now when I was trying to find my Angels and Airwaves CD. lol. So yeah. I got hooked to the song last time and it got latched to me again. haha. No boundariesis because of Cheri! ahaha. She was playing the song during the 3 hour break so naturally it got latched too. And the last song, well, it's my own fault! haha.

PE today was absolutely FUN! haha. Volleyball as usual. This time round, Mr Loo didn't force us to return the balls right after PE. haha.

There so many to be done this week. I kinda feel super bombarded by everything that's about to happen. Chem test on thurs and Maths on Friday. And there's Thermal physics tutorial to be done today :s I wish this week ends quickly. lol.

Well, off to physics(:

and the kazhua went to calculate values.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:15 PM

Jumping rooftops @ 8:52 PM

Just finished watching Liverpool vs. Singapore! And itwas AWESOME! Mainly cos singapore got trashed and I WON THE BET WITH MY BRO AND DAD! Bet that Liverpool will win and the score will be 5-0! haha. and seriously it happened!! I guess this means that I'll get a wonderful treat from them this week!!!

But I still think Chelsea rock more!! lol.

Chemistry is not done yet :s Once again, I pioritise tutorials WRONGLY and totally did the not so important ones :x Well, better go continue with it now. haha.

I'm not really looking forward to school this week as it's like test week. Chem on thursday and Maths on Friday :s I guess This week is also the mugging week for me. lol.

and the kazhua went to finish equilibria exercise.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:24 PM

Went to watch harry Potter with Vichra, Dunya and Joshua yesterday. It wasn't that bad I guess. Just have to go without expectations and you won't feel dissapointed at all. Some parts were funny and the ending was sad. For 6 dollars it's alright I guess. hahaha. Subway after that. Talked about loads of crap. Then wanted to get a friend's present but, the shop was closed already. haha. But still we just stood there and talked again. lol.

There's GB today! Like FINALLY! lol. Although it was just like normal. Went out for lunch with Dorothy after that. then homed.

~~~
Being mean to you is the only way I know how to protect myself. I guess I still need loads of time before I can act normally in front of you. Sorry if it sounds harsh this afternoon.

Give in, forget the past
Be strong when things fall apart
Honest, this breaks my heart
It's so hard

and the kazhua went to watch cartoons.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:55 PM

Time flies and it's gonna be Friday tomorrow.

Went to bottle tree park with Snorlax today. Although I live relatively near to it but I hardly go there. It's a nice place to slack. Played swing for a super long time then went to look at the ginormous fishes they have in some sort of pond. The fishes still scare me alot though. I'm not too fond of big fishes. Especially carnivourous ones. And, saw this uncle who was absolutely pro at catching prawns! It's like he can catch one every minute or two! Damn pro. Walked around some more and then homed. Took quite a few pictures but so far I only gotten one from him.


my favourite pic of the day! lol. The swing was absolutely fun as it feels as though you are going to fall into the "lake" or something. lol. I want to go there again!

Got back result slip yesterday. They moderated Chem i guess. So I guess my results are no longer named after a bank. Although Michelle said that DBE is also a bank name. something Bank of Europe. LOL. can't remember what is the name already.


I guess I've meet the targets that I set. In a way((:

Well, there's going to be PE tmr and it's confirm going to be training for NAPFA again for me tmr. I want my stamina back :( And hopefully I don't fall again tmr. Bestest part of tmr, END AT 1230!! lol.

Shall go catch up with my sleeptime now((:

and the kazhua went to brush it's fangs.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:52 PM

"Many men go fishing all of their lives without knowing that it is not fish they are after. "
Henry David Thoreau

Perhaps I really should be a chef after all.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:29 PM

Yesterday's PE wasn't too bad. Although I kinda fell down while "training" for standing board jump. scraped my right elbow and right knee. And, I've came to realise how many things I actually knock into everyday. From knocking into the bed post this morning and wincing due to the wound, to "rubbing" against the wall when I walk pass with my right elbow, not being able to properly rest my hand on the table while doing tutorials. LOL.

Stayed back after PE. Talk with classmates, then Rachel came and crapped with her. Watch Vichra, Yanjun and Shan trying to stack the plastic bottles into one super high tower, watch Joshua, Shan, and Johann do gardening stuff like adding fertilizers, pulling out weeds and killing the whole snail population in the garden. Went home with Rachel after that.

And I pratically slept the whole day today. I WANT TO GO OUT!! haha.

2 more weeks to that SPECIAL day. You can jump off the building if you don't know what is it by now! haha. Just kidding. SWENSENS!! Don't forget uh!

and the kazhua went to mark another day on its calender.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:57 PM

Got back Geog paper today. Didn't get an A though. Missed by 1 mark. lol. The unlucky me as usual. Should have drawn more diagrams then the A would have been within reach. LOL. But I guess it's better to make mistakes now than at Promos. So now we know. Even if the question didn't ask for diagrams, WE ALSO MUST DRAW! Well, on the bright side, there are only 4 A's. Haha.

So to round off my MYE results once and for all, DBS BB. If only those B's were A's. Lol. But I guess it's normal. I've never really been a A student. notmally is mostly B. lol.

Lecture tests are coming. Must score for Chem this time round to pull up my MYE score. After all, it's 12.5% of overall!! like only 2.5% less than mid-year.

But I'm thankful for everything!! Although time seems to be passing super slowly this week, at least nothing bad has happen and it's quite peaceful. lol. And, the results i got back this week were quite good for me. And, problems were solved((:

And the thing I'm most thankful for today, TOMORROW IS FRIDAY! Which implies that the weekends are here once again! Although there's PE tomorrow and I'll have to train for NAPFA tmr :s I wonder who was the idiot who implemented NAPFA. Must be some sort of exercise-maniac or health nut. Lol.

Enough of ranting I guess. It's time once again to go do something every student must do...

and the kazhua went to do that thing.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:59 PM

Time passed even slower today, thanks to the 3 hour break in between. It's only after maths did the time seems to speed up. P.E. was quite fun today as we played or rather learn how to play basketball. Don't know if I should take my NAPFA earlier or to wait for the retest in August. Mainly because my stamina seriously suck like shit right now, ever since the damn lung infection. 2.4 is surely GG if I take it on Friday or something. Perhaps I'll see how first. After the "training" this friday during PE. lol.

One thing to be happy about today, 30/50 for GP paper 1. Hurray((: First time I scored so high for an essay. Was actually expecting to get quite low because I thought I wrote a whole load of crap. Oh well, shan't complain about it. Got to look at Geog paper today although it's like half marked for the first question. okay I guess. 5/6. haha. hopefully the rest of the paper is okay. It's my only hope of an A now. lol.

So overall Grades as of now,
Physics: D 50.0%
Maths: B
Chemistry: S
GP: B

Well, it's the highest I've ever scored in NY. lol.

Tomorrow is gonna be a long long day thanks to the @#$@!#$ forum thingy that Shan and I have to attend after school tomorrow. Hopefully it can end early although I think it'll be a miracle. haha. oh well. shall see how things go then((:

and the kazhua went to print thermal notes.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:36 PM

I wonder if it's just me or did time really passed by really slowly today. Especially in the morning. For the first time, I found that I had a lot of time in the morning.

Nothing much happened in school today. Got back GP paper 2 though. 27/40. Not too bad I guess. But paper 1 is so gonna pull it down a a notch.

Well, better go start on that graphing tutorial that is left hanging since I don't know when :s although there's like a 3 hour break tomorrow for me to do it too.

And the kazhua went to do tutorials once again.

Jumping rooftops @ 8:35 PM

It's gonna be proper lessons as of tomorrow :( One bad thing though. I'm still in that holiday mood. Tutorials not done, totally not ready to welcome a whole new term.

Got back all the H2 papers already. And, my results are named after a bank. Guess it yet? It's DBS. Physics got D, maths B, Chemistry S.

Went for dinner at Bishan with Rachel, Yuting, Michelle and Lin. It was fun once again. Bought Greg's present too.

Greg's party yesterday was AWESOME! The food was ubber nice and the party itself was fun. Although Janet and I were the only GB girls there as Sarah left early for tuition. Passed Greg his present and hopefully he liked it. Although it kinda failed and was kinda diff from what i wanted it to be but oh well. haha. But it was really like a reunion party. And the birthday song was the ULTIMATE. They sang it slowly until it sounded like a funeral song. haha. And, we found out that bear with root beer is a nice combi.

Well, I guess that's all for now((: I hate school :( and... I WANT TO BE A CHEF! haha.

and the kazhua went to practice cooking.

Jumping rooftops @ 7:20 PM

They weren't angry. They didn't scold. They were dissapointed once again. Which made everything worst. I wish they would scold.

Fuck. I feel utterly useless now.

"I'm not asking you to get A's. All I'm asking is for you to at least pass your subjects."

"Where did you go wrong this time?"

I guess my biggest fear now is expectations.

The first time was mid years last year. I got my second chance during promos and screwed up too. 3rd chance and I blew it once again.

I seriously don't feel like going to school tomorrow. I'm exhausted, seriously exhausted. It's really demoralizing when you put in so much effort only to fail in the end.

Jumping rooftops @ 8:17 PM

It's Deja Vu once again just as I had predicted.

even the 2 words "fucked up" is an understatement to how i'm feeling right now.

Got 45/70 for Maths. It's okay I guess. After all it's a B. But for Chemistry, a freaking S. Although it's expected but still.. My friend said I already done relatively okay but in reality, once again, I'm the one that pull the class average down.

I'm wondering how to tell my parents that I failed once again and this is the 3rd try at a major exam. Should have just withdrawn last year after promos to save all these trouble.

Save your sympathy
Who do you think you're fooling?
Everything is dead!
Now you welcome me,
To A Town Called Hypocrisy

Save the crocodile tears for yourselves. Be a hypocrite in front of me and I'll BITE. And I still believe in the same thing. For those who passed, don't complain too much as there are others who will be over the moon if they passed. Keep comments to yourselves.

and the kazhua went to sharpen it's fangs.

Jumping rooftops @ 1:49 PM

TOMORROW :(

Exams are over in a blink of the eye. Chemistry was DISASTROUS, Physics wasn't any better, Geography was at least a consolation.

Well, luckily I've enjoyed myself fully before taking back results.

Went to Cathay to watch transformers with classmates right after H1 paper ended. Went there first as Geog finished 45 mins earlier than Econs. Bought tix. Transformers was AWESOME! Much better than the first one as in the first movie, instead of seeing transformers, you see more human. BUT, for the 2nd movie, there are more fight scenes, robots which is the main reason why i like transformers alot.

Dinner after that. I guess the 2nd highlight of the night was Chemistry MCQ results. Didn't do that well at all. Expected I guess. 8/15. Not going to complain about it as I know there'll be some who would be super happy if they can score 8. Homed after that.

Sunday was class BBQ. Met some classmates earlier to buy the food. Buying the food was nice. And there was this auntie who was really nice and friendly and helped me choose the nicer and better corns. Then went to BBQ. It was seriously POURING at ECP yesterday. BUT, we never gave up i guess. Umbrellas all out, trying to shelter the fire in the rain, got all drenched, singing songs, feeling Hot and Cold (hot thanks to the charcoal in front, cold thanks to the wind and rain that's splashing behind.). But I guess it was much more fun like this. haha. Perhaps it would not be as fun if it didn't rain.

Went shopping today also. Bought an Emo. shirt which will be how i feel tomorrow as getting back maths and Chem. Maths should be able to pass but chem, uh. Need 28 at least to scrape an E? which is kinda impossible. :s

Well, I need a miracle tomorrow. Maybe 2 cos one is for chem and the other for maths. And I have 2 hours to kill in between the papers. Well, enough of ranting. Pictures are on facebook. lol. take a look at them and havea good laugh. Like Iris said, I think we just broke the Guiness World record for the highest number of umbrellas above a BBQ pit. lol.

and the kazhua went to pray.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:55 PM