I'm kinda laughing at myself right now as I'm cramming for Chemistry tomorrow. Nope I haven't gone crazy. At least not yet. But that's not the point.

It's amazing that if you asked me last year what was the easiest subject to pass or which subject I liked best, my answer definitely will be CHEMISTRY! I used to love Chemistry A LOT! It's the only class I don't ever feel sleepy in. Okay. Perhaps when Mr. Tan is lecturing because he is the council teacher after all and he's like mentoring the committee I was in. But, at least I find Chem interesting last year and can score relatively well for it.

But I guess it went downhill this year. I remember only scoring 16/30 for my first lecture test. To be frank, I was kinda stunned as, perhaps I was too confident and thought I would be able to do better than that. Then came lectures which I don't really understand, and tutorials which I don't really like to do. Perhaps the passion for Chemistry is gone. lol.

All in all, tomorrow's exam is SCREWED! There's everything and anything except for Chemistry stuff in my head right now. No matter how hard I try to cram for it, nothing and I seriously mean NOTHING goes in. Doing TYS and practice paper only makes me feel worst as those I thought I knew how to do I got them WRONG! lol. I seriously need a miracle tomorrow man. And on the day I get back my chem paper too.

I feel much more worst compared to Maths. I think my passion totally flip this year. Or maybe it's the teacher.

Well, better go cram. And as the last resort, I'll sleep with the notes under my pillow, burn it and drink it tmr before I go to school or maybe just blend it with water and glup it down.

and the kazhua went to lit the fire.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:34 PM

Maths was easy (provided you're an alien... then again, aliens exist.)

I guess there were the extreme ends. Didn't know how to do Qn3 and Qn7. I think lose 23 marks? Then again, it'll be a miracle to get an A. lol. But, miracles do exist in the world right? That's why there are rainbows. Don't mind me. I'm just crapping here.

I'm going to go wild after the exams man! Whole load of programmme lined up. Tentatively, Movie on Friday(Transformer) and then perhaps shoopping/mind'scafe on Monday. It's going to be a super duper whooper weekend ahead man! Sweet!!

Bro is super lucky to have the 1 week extended holidays. Although in the end it's the same as he'll only study for the paper on the night before. Imagine a 5 weeks June holiday. lol.

Well, gotta go prepare Chem. Even though the paper is on Wednesday. I wished my chem was as good as before. Oh well.

and the kazhua went to mug.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:16 PM

I seriously believes a picture speaks a thousand words and I guess the tag make it 2000 words. Perhaps it's how they felt about me now. I'm never around or part of anything anymore. Whether I want it or not. Retaining is never an easy way out. And it just gotten a shit load harder today.

I'm suddenly very afraid. It's like the phobia of exams has kicked in once again. I feel totally not prepared for Maths tomorrow, nor for the other subjects. And, I just have this feeling that it's going to be Deja Vu once again. Staring at the paper, not knowing how to go about solving the question, I'll stare at the paper and the paper will just stare at me, pray to God "help me", try writing the bits of information that they already given, occasionaly manage to solve a few bits of questions here and there. Panick, run out of time and poof, when the results come back, it'll be a U.

I've never felt so scared of an exam in my whole life. It's like if you fail, it'll be a super big deal and if you passed, it's no big deal at all as hey, you've already been through all these once last year so, kinda expected right?

I told myself that this year, if I'm going to be worrying for my results, it's going to be becuase I'm afraid if i get an A or a B. But I guess once again, I'm worrying whether I'll be passing this time round or not.

I guess it's going to be a sleepless night for me. Life sucks.

and the kazhua went to practise banging it's head against the wall.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:58 PM

Weili is phone-less for the moment so if there's anything just talk to me on msn. Or, there's always my house phone if you wished to call.

Damn phone as been giving signs that it's dying but I thought it was "normal" as it was always having glitches. Yesterday was the ultimate I guess. The screen can invert itself even though it's not supposed to have this "function" like the i-touch or something. Screw it la. It's just a year plus and yet it looks as though it's like 3 years old.

So today or rather I just realised it an hour ago, the screen black-ed out and turn all sorts of funny colours, invert itself and now it's refusing to show anything. The worst worst worst part of it all, I guess I just lost my contacts. Or rather the contacts that weren't in the phone last year. So I lost ALL of 0925 contacts, those updated ones who change number this year and end of last year or something. Why? Because, I saved contacts in the phone. Dammit. Those in the sim are like quite old contacts so :s And... I don't know where I put 0925's contact list so i guess it's gone case too.

And, I think to repair the freaking phone will cost alot. The slide thingy came off like 1 month ago, the screen appears to be coming out, etc. Shit.

The worst worst worst part of it all, I can't find any spare usable phones at home! I guess have to wait for mum or dad to come home for them to help me find a spare phone or something. T.T

Well, I guess that's enough complains of my useless phone. So yeah, all in all, if there's anything just talk to me on msn. and sorry if I don't reply to your sms-es today. Or tmr depends if I can find a spare phone to use.

and the kazhua went to smash it's phone.

Jumping rooftops @ 5:27 PM

Treated Dad to Swensens((:

Well picture speaks a thousand words so happy viewing((:


The giant earthquake shared by Dad, Mum, Pohlin, ShunRong and I.


Mum, Me, Dad


Dad with his milkshake and earthquake.


Dearest Dad x3

Well, that's 4000 words for you all((:

Won't really be blogging for the time being cos it's like gonna be Mid years in a week and i really must study hard((: Catch you all around then^^

and the kazhua went to... you know.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:41 PM

HELLO(: For those of you who are still liveing under the rock and don't know, Weili is back in Malaysia for a "vacation". It's been super fun although it's like my second day here only.

Set off quite early from home yesterday. Around 9am? Then took a drive down (or rather up) to Malacca where we were supposed to meet my aunt and grandparents. Before we went to the house, brought my cousin (Shun Rong) and my 2nd auntie to eat the famous chicken rice balls. It was seriously ubber delicious! Then walked around the red house and the church. Walked all the way to Datarang Palawan to shop. Then to the Famosa and then back to Dad's car and then back to my grandparents "old" house.

It's old as my grandparents and auntie have shifted to Subang Jaya. Then went for dinner at Windmill, it was not too bad except for Mum's fish. wasn't cook. other than that the food wasn't too bad I. Wanted to go to the revolving observation tower next but can't find any parking so went for the river cruise instead. Malacca seriously changed alot la. I mean there's like so much lighting around, the river no longer smell like a longkang, there's even a musical fountain here la! But the only bad thing about the boat ride, the gasoline smell seriously stinks alot. Other than that it was nice la. Went home after that.

Today morning woke up super early to go eat breakfast at the tim sum shop nearby. Then went to buy a lot of my childhood stuff. The reason why i love malacca alot is that the shops all remind me of my childhood. Haha. It's like the stuff i bought at the shop was the most la. Little little things like 2 big packs of the bubble gum i loved to eat since young (the one with the bear picture on it), Haw candy, and the bubble blowing thingy which I don't know what it's called. haha. then went back.

Sent Shunrong and my auntie after that to the bus interchange as they were going to port dickson to visit their relatives. Mum bought kaya balls for me.

Left for Subang Jaya at about 6:40pm? It was a roller coaster ride for me man. Went out for dinner, cousins came over, talked a bit, cousins went home.

Don't know where we're going later but I guess it should be fun. I hope.

And, I caught the flu bug again! rah. Hopefully it'll let me off this time. haha.

and the kazhua went to find flu medicine to exterminate the flu bug.

Jumping rooftops @ 10:20 PM

Dad said something funny again.

Me: I won't be bringing my phone cos it's going to no batt already.
Dad: Just bring la.
Me: For what?
Dad: NO battery still can use one what?
Me: O.O uh... my phone is not running on solar energy la!
Dad: really?!?!?!

So I guess dad's wonderful phone is able to still function without battery. hmmm.

And I learnt something else. NEVER joke around with Dad about what you want for breakfast!

Dad: What you want for breakfast?
Me: Hmm. Chwee Queh, Carrot cake, Tau Huay, You tiao, congee, oh yah, soya bean milk and chin chow :D Joking only la. Anything. I don't have any preference.
Dad: Okay. *walks away*

30 mins later, dad came home with tonnes of food to feed an army. And he was like "you said you wanted to eat all these what" Can faint la! Last time when I said I want lobster for dinner he also never go and really buy lobster. lol.

yeah. that's all for today. stay tuned for silly remarks made by dear mum and dad.

and the kazhua went to talk to her new-found "friend"

Jumping rooftops @ 9:31 PM

just a very short update to de-stress((:

had quite a funny conversation with mum and dad yesterday.

Mum: Why you look so moody and grumpy today?
Me: you try to study the whole day and see what your expression will be like lorhs.
Mum: Studying will make you like that??
Me: then what? make me super hyper and happy?
Dad: correct what.
Me: o.O uhhhh....
Mum: ya lorhs. like finish one maths question go YIPPIE ONE MATH QUESTION DOWN.
Dad: yah. then study finish one chapter go YEAH ONE CHAPTER DOWN!
Me: =.=||| uhhh..... okay...
Dad: like that studying will be better ma.

seriously speaking... there's no yippie-ness or yeah-ness in me right now. it's like I'm seriously really afraid to fail this time? and not meet the expectations of others. Rah. Gotta go back to the books again.

Shall post about class dinner when i get the photos(:

and the kazhua went ZZZZ

Jumping rooftops @ 3:16 PM