This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it allI'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long

So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Jumping rooftops @ 10:53 AM

somehow i feel empty.. it is no longer the same.. i dunno wad to do after sku now.. nowadays, it will be me.. dorothy and jocelyn hanging around not knowing wad to do.. not having drill feels kinda weird.. now my mondays and weds are lyk so free.. and not needing to bring shoebag to sku oso add to the weirdness..

i wanna hav drill.. and the only drill tis week is enrolment rehersal on friday.. haiz... muz wait all the way, to friday.. another weird ting is dat im not really looking forward to jammin tmr.. suprisingly.. im always all hyped up to go jammin.. mayb it is because of dat issue.. hmmm.. shant mentoned it here.. too personal lerhs.. u wnt den u ask me lorhs.. but anyway.. hope to be hyper tmr barhs..

rach ask me if i m still angry with her.. well.. i tink i was at first bt now.. somehow i hav no feelin lerhs.. in a way.. im at fault barhs.. i din tell dem wad's happening around me.. and of cos dey dun hav the supernatural powers larhs.. hmm.. but it is har dto tell dem.. mayb one day i will....

shall end here.. jammin tmr.. hmmm..

Jumping rooftops @ 12:52 PM

went to HDB hub with rach, 940, lovebug, popo and dot.. haha dot joined us later cos she had lessons.. haha.. was ubber fun.. took loads of pics.. haha.. zi lianing all the way haha.. pic coming.. X)


and she rebel...


*punch* n she look happy being beaten..


i aint a gangster...


the sleeping ah ma


digital age...


Dr. Low....


no shower head? -.-


at the park???


on the streets


eeekkkk....

more pics tmr X)

Jumping rooftops @ 12:58 PM

us with ms lim


us with shield and trpophy :D


im sooooooo happy!! haha.. e got SHIELD!!! whoots.. but we mustn't get complacent yahs.. haha.. our hard work had paid off..

sat 24/3:
reported in sku at 8 den we practiced a lil.. but we still did not do well.. carn bang together etc.. nd i hurt my knee.. so suay.. suddenly so pain.. but now is much better.. and during the com.. so we did a few more times and den ate lunch.. kinda nervous.. cos our timing was oweas out.. den changed into full u .. inspection and we were off..

on the bus.. we kept singing who am i.. tok to janet abt random stuffs.. she said the adventure is "horny"?? -.- i dunno larhs.. lols.. dun tink too much.. haha.. den over there saw team perform.. and senio team.. dey were GREAT!! so cool.. haha.. den our turn to report.. we wer nervous.. keep askin abt the timing thingy.. and had sm talks.. and ms lim prayd for us.. n dn we were out there.. doing our thing.. ubber nervous larhs.. keep shaking.. but hey.. we din go off timing.. we banged together, our dressing was in line.. and we did GREAT.. and we were damn happy..well most of us.. cos it was the best we eva done..

damn high after we were done.. singing songs.. cheering ppl up.. and so happy.. but knee hurting loads.. but it was worth it.. den we had to fall in for the prize presentation.. and alot of times our heart skipped a beat.. cos " fifty-second cmpany" got the fifth.. and den the sliver one got first coy.. but we heard as fifth.. and wen we cross the silver marking.. we were ubber happy.. cos we got gold.. but lo an behold.. they announced our name last and we got shield too.. den alot of us burst out crying.. but it is cos we were happy.. tears of joy.. yeah.. we din expected it larhs.. cos of our in prompt tu thingy.. but lyk wad laura said.. it s a good ting we din do dat well for in-promptu thingy cos we might hav gotten complacent ad wun do as well for our pd..

after the fall out.. we screamed!! screamed n scream.. and cry even more.. haha.. hugs and handshakes.. and went over to senior team.. dey seriously did ubber well..

to senior team: dun tink too much abt wad has happened.. u all did ue best lerhs.. treat tis as a expirence.. 2years later.. help 5th coy retain the shield!! JIAYOU!!

guess tis was the happiest day in my entire life.. i never had the feeling of crying for joy.. never.. well wad is the most impt prt of tis journey is the friendship and bonds we hav now as a team and fifth coy.. it is even more impt den the shield.. jiayou barhs X)

for once i feel we are truly united as a coy.................

Jumping rooftops @ 8:03 AM

hmmm.. gonna be drill com again in less den 24 hours.. hope everyting will be okay tmr and the same ting wun happen again.. sianz.. one side of my boots notfinished polishing thanks to JOSHUA!!! and my bro... so ma fan... arghhhh... cos tok abt many tings.. abt jammin and other random stuff..

he wnt a new song.. MCR derhs.. helena and i never told u wad i do for a living.. hmmm.. a lil hard barhs.. cos mu modify the guitar prt.. after all.. we are short of a guitarist.. anybody wanna audition for it?? lols.. juz jokin.. haha.. and abt his past romances.. haha.. kinda ineresting barhs.. hmmm... many tings i never knew..

carn wait to go jammin.. it is on next wed at BUG-IS!! haha.. if u wanna come.. juz pop by lorhs.. haha.. and i can play bss again.. hmmm... mayb i should really get a bass.. but i rather hav a GUITAR.. as in electric one.. more cool... haha.. i wnt GIBSON GUITAR!! hopefully i get good results den my mommy will buy for me.. haha.. but it is kinda ex though.. anyway.. any guitar oso can larhs.. lols.. dun nid so ex.. haha..

tmr tmr tmr.. drill com.. ahhhh... muz pray hard.. but it's gonna be over soon.. no more training together.. as in regularly.. hope the bonds wun fade with time... opps.. gtg.. boots wating tobe shine.. haha.. tata.. shall post tmr.. is i hav time abt drill com.. but dun expect too much... X)

Jumping rooftops @ 10:08 PM

tis whole week was hectic.. pd practice, all the hmwk piling up, and many other tings.. today was oso the same..

was on the fone with someone juz now.. and in a way.. my heart lyk drop larhs.. or rather became heavy... oso dunno y i feel tis way.. after the person said smth.. i dunno barhs.. the outcome will be lyk dat anyway.. no way it is gonna happen the way i wish it will.. so no use harping over it.. guess tis is life.. u can't oweas hav wad u wnt..

sat is drill com prt 2.. and seriously.. we've been trying very hard and yet the results dun show it all.. jiayou barhs.. i dun wnt the same ting to happen tis sat.. i rather it e tears of joy.. and i promised to not cry anymore.. or rather on the outside.. lols.. well as long as w did our best.. there's nuthin much we can do.. there is a phrase.. do ur best and GOD will do the rest.. hope it will be the case on sat.. JIAYOU!! gambate...

josh ask a question.. how long u wnt the band to last.. i din noe how to ans and keep beating about the bush.. and in the end.. juz as long as we can.. anything can happen.. and i learnt it not too long ago.. juz do our best barhs.. he oso said dat if got sm english band competition.. he wnt to enter.. hmmmmmm... hope by then we will be GOOD!! haha.. but too ambitious lerhs barhs. in a way.. we dun even hav any performance outsde yet?? lols.. any.. jiayou barhs.. haha..

in life.. anything can happen.. we could hav died many ime in a day.. accidents do happen.. life is fragile.. it can be taken away easily..

Jumping rooftops @ 10:18 PM

5 months of training and march hols is spent for today..

reach sku at 730.. ordered mac for breakfast.. help senior team check their full u.. ate breakfast and did a few rounds of drill.. den help ppl starch full u.. change into full u.. got a scolding frm ms lim.. and we were off..

when we reached.. we were excited and nervous.. sang songs.. and finally it was our turn.. can say i was totally nervous barhs.. dat i blocked the surrounding.. i dunno how well or bad we did for format but in a way.. our impromtu was "screwed up".. on the way back.. one by one we started to cry.. including me.. couldn't stop barhs.. in the bus.. ms lim was toking alot.. but i tink only prt of it went into my head.. guess it is the only time i can remember crying in public.. tis time i dunno y i carn hold back my tears larhs..

even when we reached sku.. we still havent stop.. and we cried even more den in the bus.. everyone said we did well.. i dunno.. cos i seriously din hav a clue as to wad i was doing during the competition larhs.. but we did our best lerhs barhs.. ms lim said a few more tings.. den prayer.. and den fall out.. but even until den i still couldn't stop.. ms lim said the sheild is out.. and has flown away.. laura said there is still hope.. well i dunno.. ms lim oso said gold is risky.. but we will do our best derhs.. for pd next week.. haiz.. can tell ms lim is very dissapointed.. to me.. i rather she scold us in the bus.. at least it wun hurt dat much..

but all in all.. the most impt thing dat mattered is the friendship and bond we hav as a team now.. a bond dat can't be taken away.. sheild and gold may be taken away frm us.. but the friendship carn.. we trained together.. we laughed together.. we cried together.. the memories is the grestest reward..

shall end here.. piles of hmwk to do..

p.s. big thanks to those hu consoled me.. qianning.. xuting.. pioneer team peeps.. gerksin.. xinyan.. and many others although i dunno hu u are.. THANK YOU!!

Jumping rooftops @ 2:48 PM

BOO!! back frm drill camp lerhs.. actually i came back ytd.. lols.. can say it was fun but tiring.. and i became a charcoal.. i'm "black" now.. and nose is peeling.. lols.. drillca mp was fun.. although i was a lil sick.. tink had fever or smth.. but it was okay.. except for sm minor things or major.. and pioneer team is much more bonded lerhs.. haha.. although there was unhappiness but we survived dat and here we r today.. doing drll in sku.. haha..

i kinda forgot abt last week lerhs.. lols.. but tis sat is drill com for the format part and the in-promt 2 thingy.. hopefully we can get gold or even better.. sheild.. haha..

today went and eat lunch wib wenmin.. janet.. jocelyn.. clarice.. brina.. limei.. and it was fun.. haha.. tok abt guitars.. den went shopping.. well i din buy anythingy except for food.. haha.. den wenmin bought facial thingy.. janet bought lip blam.. and we ate minibits.. opps minimelts.. haha grape and mocha.. lols.. den went hm.. lalala.. gtg chiong hmwk.. cos everyday i hav to go back to sku.. sianz.. haha.. bu it is fun..

and my guitar is back.. well my black one.. not the yamaha one.. finally got the strings.. lols.. so now i caqn play guitar again.. and i wanna buy dat 200 bucks electric gitar.. lols.. gtg.. ciiaos.. X)

Jumping rooftops @ 4:55 PM

i'm gonna change.. back into the old me.. i hate the new me.. i shall not live in distress.. lyk my bro say.. nuthin gonna change the facts and the tings dat happen.. juz move on.. dun let it affect you.. tnkz bro.. ur're the best.. X)

had a few blackouts today.. but should be okay.. guess it is normal for me lerhs.. in a way.. i dun wnt friday to come.. it might bring news i dun wanna hear.. ignorant is a bliss.. i rather not noe abt many tings.. but if it really does come out dat way.. i shall face it bravely.. nuthin gonna take me down.. crossing fingers..

today pd was a lil boring.. before pd started.. pei rachel buy food.. den buy food.. den tok to joshua and janet.. he ar.. sianz.. oweas lyk dat derhs.. haiz.. janet said i look shocked when josh tole me abt it.. serious wad.. how to not feel or look shocked?? lols.. going jammin either on next tuesday or wed.. hopefully no drill on those days.. but afterall.. drill com is coming up.. 12 more days?? and we still hav to practice alot if we wanna get gold and shield..

after pd tok wib rachel.. den taught qianning maths.. joayou barhs qianning.. u can do it derhs.. chiong ar.. lols.. everyone is having many problems.. last week seems to be a bad week for many ppl.. chiong ar.. muz pia everyting.. lols..

Jumping rooftops @ 8:49 PM

every ting has gone WRONG tis 2 days... everyting is f*** up and i'm filled to the brim.. somehow i juz wanna end everyting.. everyting is juz WRONG.. nuthin has gone right.. gettin more depressed lately.. guess u all will never noe wad i'm tinking..

dun care weili.. she is juz having one of her sudden depression and gettin fucked up and emo abt everyting.. dun care abt her.. dun bother to find out wads going on in her pathetic life.. leave her alone.. she is more suitable to be a loner anyway.. she's juz being emo again.. she's nort worth our time..

you dunno wad's going on in my life.. u dun hav the right to critisise me.. and dun tink u noe wat i'm tinking of when i dun even noe y i m feelin lyk tis.. hav u bothered to find out.. everytime is juz.. aiyah i dun care liaos larhs.. since when u tried to UNDERSTAND?? since when u ASKED.. since when u CARED.. mayb it is cos i dun cry on the outside anymore.. or rather not in front of anyone..mayb YOU r right.. i should go see a doctor.. a SHRINK.. cos u tink im going crazy.. or mayb u tink i m CRAZY.. mayb.. i dunno myself.. dats wat u all tink rite??

i'm sick of everyting.. all the pretend.. it is no use trying to live in denial.. in the end.. it will hurt even more.. everyting is going too fast.. i can't keep up.. i'm always in the wrong.. i din do anyting rite.. juz blame everyting on me..........

Jumping rooftops @ 12:53 PM