Storming through the party like my name was El Ninio
When I'm hangin' out drinking in the back of an El Camino
As a kid, I was a skid and no one knew me by name.
I trashed my own house party cause no body came.

I know I'm not the one you thought you knew back in high school
Never going, never showing up when we had to.
attention that we crave don't tell us to behave,
I'm sick of always hearing act your age.

I don't want to waste my time
become another casualty of society.
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.

Because you don't
Know us at all we laugh when old people fall.
But what would you expect with a conscience so small.
Heavy metal and mullets it's how we were raised.
Maiden and Priest were the gods that we praised

Cause we like having fun at other peoples expense and,
Cutting people down is just a minor offence then,
It's none of your concern, I guess I'll never learn.
I'm sick of being told to wait my turn.

I don't want to waste my time
become another casualty of society.
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.

Don't count on me, to let you know when.
Don't count on me, I'll do it again.
Don't count on me, it's the point you're missing.
Don't count on me, cause I'm not listening.

Well I'm a no goodnick lower middle class brat,
Back packed and I don't give a shit about nothing.
You be standing on the corner talking all that kufuffin.
But you don't make sense from all the gas you be huffing.
Then if the egg don't stain you'll be ringing off the hook,
You're on the hit list wanted in the telephone book.
I like songs with distortion, to drink in proportion.
The doctor said my mom should have had an abortion.

I don't want to waste my time
become another casualty of society.
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.

Waste my time with them
Casualty of society.
Waste my time again,
Victim of your conformity And back down.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:14 AM

lols. can say back to normal barhz X) but nort for the blur prt. perhaps being blur is normal. dunno larhz.

went to watch forbidden city on wed. it was damn nice. the storyline was kinda good but beri horny. yah. gort one prt. beri ewwww. yah. but quite farnie barhz. especially the hossan leong. hope i gort his name rite. den went mac wib janet and qianning. bu i din bully qianning horz. lols. did nort see miss chua. din manage to find her.

thur did nuthin much. had ss test which i'm sure to fail. carn rmb the pts. failed chem too. ahhhh. it is lyk no matter how hard i study oso carn pass. but neber say die yarhz? muz continue to chiong. afternoon went for yf. was fun. saboed sean during games. haha. most ganged up on him lorhz. tnkz to me. haha.

today wad scary. no.1 i did nort bring any reading materials. butten luckily dorothy gort extra. so i gort a book. no. 2 english we watched jaws. and it was beri scary and gross. the shark bit a boy and blood everywhere. well. sm screamed real loud. mayb including me. cos i scared of sharks. dun ask y. but it is really gross. and scary. haha. horror movies r okay. but nort jaws. den i tink the whole classroom blk can hear us. haha. nxt door having class test and we made so much noise. lols. recess ate muffins. apple flavoured. unique. lols.

after sku went wib sean dey all to study. only decided lyk last minute. one of them so bad. discriminate smone. tsk tsk. lols. but was fun and we did nort sidetrack. we studied real hard nia. and i finally noe how to do functions and understand linear laws. tnks to sean and fabian.

at night went out to eat wib my bro.beef bowl and swensens. yup. tinking of buying him a football or a basketball. but he said no nid. so too bad den. u said dun wan. haha. anyway i wanna save money buy a pair of shoes. beri nice lehz. haha. if christmas no one buy for me hor. den i go buy. haha.

*yawns* so tired liaos. shall blog soon. but muz study. counting down to the start of exams. 6 days..1 hour and 17 minutes..

thot of the day: weili ar weili...STUDY!!! DUN get DISTRACTED!!!

p.s. HAPPY B'DAE BRO!!!

Jumping rooftops @ 10:43 AM

today was quite hyper starting butten during pe. haiz. nvm. to tink dat i was being laughed at or even thot dat i was stupid. forget it larhz. i'm nort clever anyway. i'm juz stupid lorhz. y wanna learn piano chords. juz learn guitar one can oweady wad. fine i'll learn guitar one. dun learn piano de. i'm so nort going to play piano for a long time man. as least nort chords. cos playing chords on piano is juz dumb and stupid as said by the "great" mich.

den was "dead" the whole day lorhz. after sku was the "class outing". miss lem treating us swensens. which was very nice. the whole class took the train together and walked there together. one policeman ask rachel if we pon sku. lols. saw many delegates as we went to suntec and oso loads of policeman there. but we had fun eating together as a class.

kept telling myself. weili ar weili. smile can. but carn wad. mayb i'm juz too stupid to even smile properly. and i tink tmr i gonna get into hot soup. the swimming thingy. no one went and miss chua was kinda angry. guess i'll hav to face the music tmr. how to find replacement. tmr ppl going for the forbidden city thingy. guess i'm dead. it no wonder i m nort a sq. leader. too stupid to be one barhz. lack of responsibility dats wad ppl say.

guess today was a bad day. and tmr isn't looking good either. Jeremiah 29:11 . i shall rmb it well.

thot of the day: words carn be taken back.

Jumping rooftops @ 1:22 PM

went to sku and was running all around. literally. cos had to do smtings.lessons were okay barhz did not sleep or feel lyk sleeping. okay. mayb for maths. last period was supposed to be chem but mrs lim taught us history. was kinda enriching barhz. learnt many tings.

today english ms chionh was toking abt wad if we juz lyk drop dead suddenly. or if we were to die tonight. within the split second. will we be lyk. oh shyt or nvm. i did all the tings i wanted. i tink mine will be oh shyt cos i havent done many tings i wanna do yet. lyk. iaboag (purposely type lyk dat de. if u want go figure XP ) adn many other tings.

shall blog again soon. nid to do many tings le. crushing under the stress. ahhhhhh.

thot of the day: live each day as though it is ur last day X)

Jumping rooftops @ 10:14 AM

i tink i'm gonna blurt it out sm day. another person noe abt it le. qianning noe. ahhhh.

in class mich and yuting and rachel keep asking me. but i dun say anything. haha. den i so blur. giv each person diff hint lehz. den dey put it all together lorhz. haiz. but still dunno. haha. nort lyk qianning so smart. one day den noe liaos.

but it means i tooooo careless le. haiz. she say i tok abt him beri often lehz. but i dun tink so. ahhhh. mich ar. rachel ar. dun ask le larhz. lols.

today miss chionh not around. din get to watch jaws. half of me was no movie to watch. the other half was. heng. no nid to watch. cos i'm quite scared of sharks larhz. the look of them. look very menacing. scary.

yeah. forbidden city. at first din get to go but in the end. we got sm spaces. tuesday swensen's treat at suntec but i thot having IMF?? so wun it be lyk very empty and oso the security. sianz. but tis means i carn go for yf planning. nvm. at least i go for yf on thur. haha.

thot of the day:u'll never be able to find a sotong bigger den me

Jumping rooftops @ 11:16 AM

designed it myself. plain though. but my first time doing tis sorta tings. haha. juz smting i did out of boredom. haha. perhaps i can be a designer. lols. perhaps. tings are going okay le. lesser sudden depression le. so it means dat i'm right on track.

but still hav depression. haha. but a while den no more le. lols. and btw. i DUN HAV A STEAD!!! perhaps a crush but NOT a STEAD!!! for those peeps asking me.

rachel asked me wad is FUN!!! my version or spongebob version

F is for Frens hu do stuff together
U is for U and me
N is for N-nytime N N-nywhere

yups. got it frm spongebob. my fav cartoon. lols.

thot of the day: chiong ar!!!

Jumping rooftops @ 12:07 PM

i'm still so blur lehz. den now worst. sudden depression.

ytd left my physics texbook on the table lehz. den kuen kuen dey all say dun hav. today went back find. lying there nice nice on the table. haha. good ting i found it back. if not i die le. muz buy new one. no money.

den ytd in class. during recess, suddenly depression. lyk juz carn smile. michelle dey all try to make me laugh. but cannot lehz. haiz. but a while den dun hav le. den a while later come back. dunno y. carn smile.

after sku, joan tried to make me smile. den it worked. but lyk after a while, den stop le. haiz. muz smile more. carn make dem worry. den saw sean. tok a while. prayer request. yah.

den hor. as walking to chaple,janet ask me cheer up. lols. full of hidden meaning.
janet: cheer up. see my archery so good.
me: oi.
janet: wad? wad did i do?
mii: u noe wad u did.

janet ar. tsk tsk. should not hav admited it larhz. muz say "NO"!! haha. but it did cheer me up a bit.

today was okay. trying to keep awake during lessons. which i made it. almost give up during maths. but muz nort giv up de. cos the more i carn do it. the more i must do it. den in class sudden depression again. ahhhhhhh.

gotta study for geog test tmr. muz chiong. and mii geog wb. hahaz.

thot of the day: are those who look happuy truly happy or are dey faking it?

p.x. good luk for the archery com tis sat. dun so stress le horz. X)

Jumping rooftops @ 9:10 AM

sianz. tink i screwed my my oral today. got phlem if i spelled correctly. sore throath. eat too much mac ice cream liaos. lols. or juz went siao den now falling sick. dat's me. the sickly one. lols.

today lessons were nice and fun. for once i understand everything. well. except for chem perhaps. lost my interest in chem le. dunno y. chem is lyk for me to sleep. last semester was fine but ever since... i juz dun lyk it.

den had oral after sku. sianz.

going to do work soon. haha. waiting for wei xiao pasta 9 to upload finish. lols. gotta go.

btw look at the pic above the post. nice yar? lols. find it beri bute lehz. hahas.

thot of the day: Why is it that when babies are born they only weigh like 7 lbs yet the mom weighs 30 lbs more? based on real life obxervation.

Jumping rooftops @ 9:35 AM

dunno y dis few daes i beri blur. mixed up the hmwk i'm supposed to do. and carn seems to get everyting in place. lyk really become a big sotong liao lehz. i suspect the other day went ice skating hor. fell down and knock my head lehz. den knock till so hard dat i forgot i fell down. cos i dun rmb falling down. den became blur liaos. haha.

went jamming oso blur. saturday oso blur. today oso. lols. muz buck up liao. tmr sku reopen. den muz chiong le. carn blur blur or slack liaos.

and den. janet really noe. haha. she said it was sorta obvious. really mehz.shan't tok abt tis liaos. muz be more careful liaos. haha. if more ppl noe abt it. i die. lols.

gotta finish all my hmwk soon. especially maths. but i dun noe how to do. arghhhh. lols.

being a sotong is not good. bang into tings. knock over tings. short term memory lost. ahhhhh.

thot of the day: how to make it nort obvious leh? i so blur. muz be more careful

Jumping rooftops @ 10:36 AM

ss remedial was ubber fun. can say dat i've enjoyed my self. lesson full of interesting tings haha. den time sure flies when we r having fun nia. lols. den went to rachel house.

supposed to go swimming. but den all ps(jkjk) haha. mich too tired. cl bz. den only left mii and rachel. so went to her house go cycling at bishan park. so fun. haha. raced a while and den juz cycle for fun. changed and met qianning at j8 for lunch.

ate long john again. but i din bully her. and ytd is nort me or jaet de. it is the chicken okay. haha. nort mii prob. den tok and tok. went to mrt to meet janet. she said she saw darren and benjamin. dey oso going jamming. damn shock haha. din noe. den din wait for joshua. we go first.

in the train tok abt tings larhz. den i tink i fan ying chi dun. came out of the train and walking to the studio i felt cold. dunno y. den in the studio nort cold.

we sorta wasted our time at first. plae da bit of bass. den guitar den finally drums. haha. juz clashed around. dey said i possesed haha. no lorhz. i gu yi de. haha. den went back to playing guitar. haha.

den darren dey all came. den tink he and chris were shocked to see me playing guitar. diao. F.Y.I. i noe how to play guitar even b4 i play bass can? haha. dey juz seems shocked. den jammed. at last we were nort wasting our time and money. haha. qianning was cold. so changed jacket wib her. den jammed and eh nvm.

den at 5 plus we went home. as usual, we went to marina bay first. haha. den i slept but got woken up by janet and qianning. den i said dey wake mii up frm mii dream. den qianning say i dreaming abt the guy i lyk. lame larhz. no lorhz. so i said i nort dreaming abt him. haha. den janet say she tink she noe hu. eh. mayb i dun noe. haha. we said wanna tok on msn but she nort online. haha.nvm.

thot of the day: i am truly fan ying chi dun.

Jumping rooftops @ 1:46 PM

hahaz. main reason.

pink is not my colour X)

Jumping rooftops @ 11:52 AM

one day. when i'm naughty enough or daring enough. i shall do tis on mr hui assignments. btw. tis is not done by me. XP

There was an Indian Chief, and he had three squaws, and kept them in three teepees. When he would come home late from hunting, he would not know which teepee contained which squaw, since it was dark. He went hunting one day, and killed a hippopotamus, a bear, and a buffalo. He put the a hide from each animal into a different teepee, so that when he came home late, he could feel inside the teepee and he would know which squaw was inside.Well after about a year, all three squaws had children. The squaw on the bear had a baby boy, the squaw on the buffalo hide had a baby girl. But the squaw on the hippopotamus had a girl and a boy. So what is the moral of the story?The squaw on the hippopotamus is equal to the sum of the squaws on the other two hides.

thot of the day: isn't maths amazing?

Jumping rooftops @ 8:49 AM

at first thot of going xiao and play during the hols. but den hor. so many tings to do. especially HEYMATHS!!!

everyday got a new test. sianz. dun feel lyk doing. but my maths grades is zzz oweady. if dun do. sure fail de. sianz. and i dun lyk the red on mii report card. it jus lyk stand out too much. okay. it is not red but underlined. but still not nice.

the only ting i lyk abt my result slip is that my add maths test 1 got full marks. tnkz to my matrice test. but the test 2 is 57? sianz. ppl say lyk stock market. unpredictable. a while high a while low. muz be stable. oweas high high. den ppl will happy.

but do u tink i want it to be lyk the stock mkt? lyk i want it to be dat low lyk dat. den hor. i tell many ppl dat i will play lyk siao for tis hols and be serious abt my studies when sku reopens. but guess i carn do dat le. too many tings to do. homework. tests. and still have other tings. so guess is hols onwards chiong le. nort lyk wad i said. after hols i chiong.

mii bro said tis hol carn slack nvm. got nov and dec de hols. butthen. sure got remedials de. and den muz prepare for chinese. sm said sec 3 honeymoon year. but i tink it is nort. it is sec one. sec 2 is okay sec 3 is tough n i carn imagine sec 4.

muz get good results. tink i dissapointed my parents with my current results. if i say due to service learning project. or the teachers, i will only be finding excuses. muz face to the ting in the face. makes no sense yarhz?

well. gotta do geog and ss le. and my test. guess no slacking for me tis hols.

thot of the day: y muz i try so hard to live for others and please dem? isn't tis supposed to be MY life? guess tis is reality.

Jumping rooftops @ 5:11 AM

yo ppl. go listen. btecha u'll laugh de.

http://media34b.libsyn.com/mHeceMd2bXyXeWd7aXltqpqqYHaZ/podcasts/mb/tmbs-060822-a_harmless_podcast.mp3

thot of the day: watch wad u say. u never noe wad will become of those harmless words

Jumping rooftops @ 11:03 PM

This story vely Sin-ga-polean flavoured.

Dun give up with the pronounciation half-way-thru,
the best part always comes toward the last lah!
find out what this word means: 'garmen'.


Last time, got tree leetle pics. Dey all blarders but not marry yet, so cannot get hedg-de-be flat, so must built deir own house.

De fers blarder, a bit switch-off and like to relac, so he only wan to built simple-simple house, so he go and built one with stlaw. But den hor, when de house finis alledy, his blarders laugh at him and say, "Wapiang, stlaw house how can live? So ao one – got no standard!"

De secan blarder hor, think hard hard and den wan to built a more good house, so he take many, many wood and built a wooden house. He go take many piece of wood but his two blarders laugh at him and say
"Walau, so kayu one – wood where can tahan de wind? Wind come and all drop alledy!"

De terd blarder like to be aiksi-borak one, so he wan to built his house make come out of blick one.

When de house finis alledy, his blarders all come and see and den dey say, "ah, your house so nice one, you got blick you early early donch say – so ngiaow one!"De terd blarder say back, "se your blain, use your blain! You where can be so crever like me?"

De tree blarders live happy-happy after that, but den got one day, de biig bad woof come and karchau de fers blarder. De woof say, "leetle pic, leetle pic, open your door. If you donch open ah, I will brow your house down!"

e leetle pic very tee-kee one, so donch open de door. So de woof open his mouf big big and brow de stlaw house down.

De fers blarder den run away fast fast to his secan blarder house. When at de secan blarder house hor, the woof also come and say, "Leetle pic, leetle pic, open your door. If you donch open ah, I will brow your house down!"

De secan blarder auso donch open de door, so de woof open his mouf big big and brow de kayu house down.

De two blarders den run away fast fast to deir terd blarder house.

Now auso hor, at de terd blarder house, de woof again come and say,"Leetle pic, leetle pic, open your door. If you donch open ah, I will brow your house down!"

De terd blarder say back,"You tink you so crever you can brow my blick house down meh? You wan to brow you brow lor!"

So de woof open his mouf big big and he brow and brow but he cannot brow down. He brow and brow and den, he pengsan!

De brave leetle pics go out and see de woof is die or not. Dey all carry de woof in, tinking dat de woof die alledy. Suddenry, de woof jum up and huntam de fers and secan blarders. De terd blarder stand one side – diam diam ony.

You see ah, de terd blarder was a glassloot [grass root] leader and dat’s how he got de blicks. De woof know dis and say to de terd blarder if he donch hap him to catch his two udder blarders, de woof go and leport him to the garmen.

So wat to do? Bo-bian what! So togeder de terd leetle pic and de woof sit down to share-share eat suckling pics in de terd blarder’s upgladed house.

THE END

life is never a bed of roses. there r oweas backstabbers and hypocrites and hurters around.

Jumping rooftops @ 11:57 AM

i hate being psed but dat is oweas happening to me. lyk. when dey alone den find me. den when they got company. they leave mii alone. wat's tis can. nort as though i'm their spare trye or a stand-by .

one example. so-n-so can be said to be a very good fren. but hor. when tis so-n-so hav his/her grp with him/her i will be forgotten or simply ignored.

another example. so-n-so will meet so-n-so and go to somewhere together which we were all going. dey will never ask me unless dey r not meeting each other.

den dey oweas leave me out of conversations. hate it can?

den hor. y dun ppl mean wad dey said.

so-n-so was saying smth abt so-n-so and den, in front of the so-n-so(number 2), so-n-so(mo. 1) was lyk on such good terms.

another ting hor. so-n-so can tok bad abt so-n-so, and yet be on GOOD terms wib so-n-so. weird ppl.

how to tell if dey mean wad dey say?? haiz.

one ting i learnt.

in this world, there r ppl hu hurt others and yet, there r others hu heals

Jumping rooftops @ 10:55 AM