I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it's in my soul
I' d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don' t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have
If you believe it's in my soul
I' d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easyI guess
I knew that all along
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
Jumping rooftops @ 10:51 AM
lols.letting it all out now. but i'll be fine. no prob de.
today lessons were boring.
after sku waited for joshua and mark dey all.the results is wib them. waited lyk ages. den joshua told us we not in. first thot. u're joking rite. wah! was trying mii best to not cry. cos if i start. will cause others to start. so most of the time was looking up t prevent the tears from coming out.
den clement came. we talked abt many tings. lyk y we din make it into the finals. he told us still got next year or other time. but most of us graduating next year le.den as walking to the canteen. saw rachel and mich.told rachel abt the results. mii tears were going to flow out le. den janet started it. okay. i ren. den we went to sit down. clement treated us milkshake. den we talked abt the good times and also abt chris reaction when he found out dat we din make it. joshua said he was shocked and couldn't believe it. he thot we bluff him. haiz.
den sean came and asked abt the results. woah. last straw.burst out in tears. lols. yaoyao gav mii tissues.lols. so pai seh. haiz. den cried more during prayer. haiz. sadded larhz.
but we gave thanks. for the memories.even though we did not make it into the finals, we had fun together as a band. all the laughter and jamming.cookies. untuning. blasting. breaking strings. going to jam next friday wib chris dey all if dey wanna go. yeah.
oh yah. for teacher's day... we buying pressies for chris. darren and benjamin. cos dey r our teachers wad!!
p.s. sorry for dissapointing u guys.
but the lonely 5 kids of Z-minor will be togetherforeva and eva and eva.mark~fadly~janet~joshua~weiliplus their "teachers"christopher~ darren~ benjaminthot of the day:
life is oweas unfair. but y doesn't it becomes unfair to my advantage?i'm letting it all out now.shhhh.dun disturb. T.T
Jumping rooftops @ 10:06 AM
today woke up having butterflies in mii stomach.
AUDITION!! AHHHHHHH!
today went sku.thot i was late.but den hor.janet came later.went to chaple basement to put the instruments. waited for joshua to turn up. he damn wad can. oweas make us wait for him. den he still take his own sweet time larhz.zzz.
den lessons.maths was cut short due to the moving of chairs.ppl were wondering wad event it was. actually. for those hu dunno. it was a Gb national event. promotion and dedication service. when we get our ranking.
english was touching. we watch simon birch. almost cried. miss chion did however.lols. but it was touching. simon sacrifice himself for the sake of others. lols. today one oso very funny larhz. the christmas part.woah.
recess ate wedges.wish i didn't now.ate till i sore throat. sianz.
after recess was zzz.nuthin much happen. miss lim din come.2 free periods. tok alot and did finish my mathz.
okie.after sku ate lunch and den we went to an empty classroom to practice.den went for it!
starting was good but during the bridge and the ending.was osrta dissapointing.mii bass cable. AHHHHH!!! nvm. we did our best. and we enjoyed ourself larhz. tmr we will noe if we r in or not. very nervous.
den slacked and played a while.went home. cut my hair. regreted it. nuthin i can do. guess i'll juz hav to wait for it to grow back.zzz.
mii thot for the day:
What color is a chameleon on a mirror?the 5 lonely kids of Z-minor~mark~fadly~janet~joshua~weili~<3 ya! rock on!
Jumping rooftops @ 10:23 AM
forgtten abt it. okayIf Practice makes perfect, and nobody's perfect, then why practice?okay. i noe it is lame.
Jumping rooftops @ 1:00 PM
tis week was the best week eva!!!
we went jamming ytd, friday. it was damn fun nia. we were supposed to meet at 1.45 de.but den hor.everyone late.except for janet and i. GUYS SHOULD WAIT FOR GIRL!! NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND!
den at there, we jammed.taking turns. cos chris and darren and ben oso jamming marhz.den, ate cookies.made by me!! choco chips X) janet say nice.joshua say can take go sell.den chris dey all.dunno y larhz.seems so happy to eat dem. but hor, dey did more den juz eating.i tink dey put crumbs into the bass amp.at first, they put the crumbs on a chair and blasted the amp.den ask mii play.but nuthin happen lehz.chris was lyk asking dem to dun do dat.lols.
oh yah.the mic din lyk joshua!! it keep having feedback.jkjk only larhz.tink ben said was due to the fan.den dunno if it is mii or wad.keep laughing.lyk got laughing gas lyk dat.
den b4 we left, their routine.blast the amp and untune the instruments.darren broke one of the bass strings.den b4 we left, the guy went to check.chris was lyk.i'm not going to say anything.but the ting is dat.the guy did not see the broken string.he juz said smth abt the chair and the amp.forget le.haha.den we zao larhz.den as we were walking down the stairs, darren "shouted" sorry abt the string.wah lao.
den walked together ti the mrt.joshua wanted the toilet.janet and i went home first. oh yah. i got a bass.well it is not mine. tink it is heng yong de. joshua borrow for the audition on monday.
support us!! 5 lonely ppl(or is it kids) a.k.a. Z-minor. joshua changed the name.but dun change larhz. z-minor sounds nicer.
okay. the best part. TODAY!!!
double promotion for mii and a few peeps. jieyi and limei.yay.skip coporal go straight to sgt.haha.but hor. the ending of the pnd.traffic duty.den the buses dun noe wad is their prob larhz.dun follow instructions.sianz.traffic congestion.den the buses stop outside the sku.block the road.so inconsiderate. tsk tsk.
den went to eat wib senior citizen(meiling) a bunch of sec 2's and sec 4's. i so out.the only sec 3. but oso only got one senior citizen
jamming again tmr,YAY!! carn wait.hope monday we ace the audition.crossing fingers.
Z-MINOR!!!
Jumping rooftops @ 12:15 PM
was damn hyper today.okay.except for lesson time.especially mathz.
went to sku.okay was hyper but carn show it barhz.oh yah. i fell of the bed and landed on mii left side.ouch.pain again.sianz larhz.keep hurting myself.carn help it barhz.dat the clumsy me.
okay.den walked with rachel to the parade sq. we were joking abt mii NEW NAME!!! wei HA. okay the story goes lyk this. ytd, joan dey all were toking abt mii. den instead of weili, she called mii rachel.den she wanted to correct it.but in the end.she said wei..den she started laughing larhz.laugh for 5 mins some more.wah lao. den i joked. lyk this rite, exam b4 i can start on mii paper, times up liao.can u imagine.wei hahahahahahahahahahahahaha....standard form wei ha times 10 to the power of 6. sianz.
den as walking to the parade sq, HE look at mii.hahaz.i siao liaoz.the HE is someone i noe larhz.but dun really tok much.lols.but dun ask mii hu.cos i wun tell de.XP
den chaple.beri fun nia.i love the songs larhz.so nice :)
next was "
drama' lessons.a.k.a. geog.miss lim was DRAMA man.but she teach i understand larhz.not lyk the previous one.her lesson was fun.regreted not going for the tourism de.totally forgotten abt it larhz.the way she told us abt the semina hor.sounded so nice and enriching.
den recess T.T spent mii time doing mii mathz.quite poor at it larhz.i muz improve on it.never say gg.lolz.den my maple stagnant le.sad.
after recess was dull.except for physics.mathz was okay.tink mr hui finally noe mii name le.but mayb in a bad way.*gulp* i hope not.
after sku was NAfA dunch noe hoe to spell larhz.i passed everytink now except for 2.4 which i ran when i wasn't feeling well and nearly blackout.halfway was oweady cannot breath.sianz...
haiz.gotta do mii hmwk le.geog.chinese.luckily mathz is on monday.also mii healthy attitude badgework.left half.haiz.
Jumping rooftops @ 9:03 AM
lols.looking for the vulgaric posts? deleated them liaoz. hahaz. rachel was rite.too vulgar le.den it is Him hu planned everyting.so i juz gotta move on larhz:)
so far.got back all the papers except for ss.and i flunked 3. e.maths, hist, and physics. it is lyk zzz.wad's the pt of studying so hard and then failing the sub larhz.but will continue to work hard. den hor.
some teachers hor.blamed the service learning project. but i think it is our fault larhz.we din planned our time so carn blame the project or mrs lim.
but hopefully, i can pass mii e maths.cos i tink i can add 2 markz.den hor.if add hor. i will pass le :) crossing mii fingers yar? lols.
sianz.i need to improve on mii bass. sianz. dun really tink i m a good bassist now.haiz.compared to some ppl hu r damn pro. tink i should juz concentrate on mii guitar first. but den again, i will do mii best. not let mii
shifu down de ^^
saving money to buy 2 tings.a psp and oso blink 182 CD. lols. suddenly i juz lyk thier songs larhz.
some ppl say i siao. listen to vulgar songs. but hor. if u listen rite.each song hav it's own meaning one lorhz XP mii and mii warped theories again.
sianz.now muz continue to study study study and practice bass practice bass practice bass.
Jumping rooftops @ 10:45 AM
It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
And it's happened once again I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands Sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone And I've been here for too long
To face this on my ownWell I guess this is growing up
Jumping rooftops @ 4:00 AM
today went JAMMING!! and i made another "shifu " le.christopher.he taught mii bass
lols.we meet at the mrt den went to the studio larhz.den we jammed.but b4 dat.
chris:hu playing bass?
mii: mii?
he :u noe bass?
mii:eh...nope..
he:did u even touch one b4?
mii:eh...nope..
he: *shocked*
lols.den i was nervous larhz.was the noob there.but ahem.i learnt the whole song liao le.hahaz.can say he was a good teacher barhz.den i clever marhz.lols.den darren say i am considered good for a one day old bassist. den we jammed lorhz.but the chords wrong so was kinda messy.den after a while.chris and his band play some "niosy" music for us.the first one i dunch noe the title.the second one is i miss you-blink 182.den i was lyk.woah.cool.but was going deaf.nvm.
was so fun larhz.looking forward to thursday for the next jam.hope we win the talent trek.no.we r comfirn gonna win*crosses fingers*
p.s. thank you for teaching mii bass ^ ^
Z-minor rocks!!!
Jumping rooftops @ 10:58 PM
ytd.i was very pissed.dunch noe y.pms? nort too sure larhz. but if i hurt ur feelings. please forgib mii. perhaps the tings dat made mii lyk that was sku. it is all sorta begin wrongly. also, i saw smh dat i wish to forget. 2 ppl. eh. nvm.den after sku hor.wah lao.went to see mrs lim. den tok to her abt the sl project.okay fine. we took a longer time.but hor.Y DID U ALL ZAO!! u hurt her feelings larhz.3rd time liaoz.
today was worst. i feel sorry for mrs lim. our class made her cried. all because of the same ppl. wah lao.she is helping us without asking for anything in return.and yet we made her cry.or u all made her cry. she said halfway den walked out.it was scary.she did not blow her top.she wasn't angry.she was dissapointed.and that's wad make it worst.
her eyes were red.den it became even more scary.i rather she scold us larhz.we deserve it.deadline coming liao.den we still lyk happy-go-lucky.haiz
sorry mrs lim.
den in the afternoon i saw a more scary ting.a fren break down.i din noe lorhz.until rachel said dunch tink too much.den i notice.sometimes u nid someone to draw ur attention.i wasn't there when it happened.so i m in no position to say anything.cos i dunch really noe wad happened.but if it is because of
her. man am i really going to kill
her.she dun treasure her larhz.okay smtimes i'm lyk dat.but for her.it is lyk over minor minor tings larhz.one day.i'm really gonna rant at her larhz.wake her up.
sianz.dunch really wanna go for NDP tmr.hoping to hear good news soon.hopefully.tinking of poning tmr.wah lao.tmr razzmatazz enactment.den got pd.and we only lyk noe abt it at 3? and muz iron full u. and polish boots.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
gotta study le.sianz. add mathz
mr fuzzy wuzzy lyk add. maths but do not lyk the teacher
Jumping rooftops @ 9:43 AM
Jumping rooftops @ 11:45 AM
celebrations started on friday.mii, cl,yt and mich went to pasta mania @ j8.my treat:) we walked.talked then went to eat.ordered a pizza and a lasagnna.yummy.plus, mac sundae. yt gave mii a cute turtle.cl gave mii a personal encyclopedia.
on sunday, went to mii couz hm.can say for 7th mth prayer.den mii dad and mummy bought mii an ice cream cake frm swensens =). we went together to choose it and guess hu i saw? laura and her mom eating.den i was very suprise.back at mii couz hm, we had fun playing with dry ice. den cut cake and ate lor.yummy nia.best birthday cake eva.=)
monday: joan gave mii mii pressie. den many ppl wished mii happy borthday lorhz.den in the hall. cl gave mii yet another pressie.at first i thot wow a basketball den it turned out to be a soft toy but no complains.one more thing for mii to hug when i sleep=) den mich gave mii in class.a piglet mug and 2 extra large muffins.yummy.best birthday eva.
in the afternoon, i met mii couz at northpt to go swensenz. if ur b'dae is lyk on the day, u'll get free ice cream.and it is lyk not one scoop but 3 and fruits and yummy.den we ate pasta there too and a lamb chop.den it was so cool=) den, we klkk lorhz.dunch blog le.gotta study for tmr test.although i studied le.i guai lor.hahaz.
this is mii best b'dae eva(but the sembawang park one oso very fun larhz.)
Jumping rooftops @ 9:40 AM
